Alhamdulillah since everytime after I perform my solah, I’ll recite 69. Kami berfirman: "Hai api, Jadilah Engkau sejuk serta Selamat sejahtera kepada Ibrahim! ".Surah Al Anbiyaa - Ayat 69(Anak2 lembut hati/ elak panas baran )
..my temper to my girls seems decrease day by day…Furthermore, why I must temper to them???..they’ve sacrificed to adapt the UK weather and everything in their life(miss our family etc etc)..I think I shouldn’t get temper to them anymore. I promise to myself to being better mom as can I be-sometimes my mom also give some jokes to bring them Malaysia if I always get angry to them…Oh no..I’ll never let my mom bring my kids to Malaysia as long as I didn’t get my Phd yet.. I rather die than I’ve to life without them….I’ve been through hardness live without them…and now I’m being so ‘look up’ for those can ‘separate’ away with their kids…maybe the others can do it but not me-that is my weakness… Nobody could separate away us except Allah….insyaallah.. because my kids is my strength and my spirits in my journey…hopefully Allah makes me strong and strong and strong so that I’ll be able go through my journey with patiently….
4 weeks ago