Motivation Quotation......

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan setangkai bunga, segar, Ia beri kaktus berduri. Aku minta kupu-kupu diberinya-Nya ulat berbulu. Aku sedih dan kecewa. Namun kemudian, kaktus itu berbunga indah sekali dan ulat itupun menjadi kupu-kupu yang sangat cantik. Itulah jalan Tuhan, indah pada masaNYA! Tuhan tidak memberi apa yang kita harapkan. Tapi Dia memberi apa yang kita perlukan. Kadang kala kita sedih, kecewa dan terluka. Tapi jauh di atas segalanya Dia sedang mengatur yang terbaik dalam kehidupan kita.............................................

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Monday, December 21, 2009

Intro to web 2.0 tools

other source

Another inspiration

Congratulations to Dr Hafiza Mohamad Zuki(my super senior in Manchester)...All the best for her future undertakings in her career in Malaysia....
Insyaallah...hopefully I will follow your path soon.....

Sharing info...


Brunel University, UK
April 8th & 9th, 2010

Web 2.0 is an international conference exploring Technology-Enhanced
Learning, Systems, & Security. The next Web generation will involve
computer-based communication, information sharing, inter-operability, and
collaboration to support these processes. The conference will consider
evolving pedagogical approaches and raise the profile of research in
technology-enhanced LEARNING; spread good practice in the use of web-based
SYSTEMS; and facilitate collaboration between practitioners, researchers,
and policy makers concerned with web-SECURITY.

Nicholas Ramano, Oklahoma State University, USA
Mohini Singh, RMIT, Australia

Chris Evans & Ray Hackney, Brunel University, UK

Stephen Burgess, Victoria University, Australia

Yair Levy, Nova Southeastern University, USA
Shan Pan, National University, Singapore

Tom Butler, University College Cork, Ireland

Guy Fitzgerald, Brunel University, UK

Web 2.0 aims to explore Technology-enhanced Learning, Systems & Security.
The next generation will involve computer-based communication, information
sharing, inter operability, and collaboration to support these processes.
evolving technologies include web-based communities, hosted services, and
applications such as social-networking sites (e.g Facebook, Twitter), video
sharing sites (e.g. YouTube), video and audio podcasting, wikis, blogs, and
folksonomies (e.g. Delicious) in addition to psychological security

- explore the potential impact of Web 2.0
- spread good practice in the use of Web 2.0
- consider evolving pedagogical approaches using Web 2.0
- raise the profile of research on Web 2.0

> Topics of Interest include, but are not limited to: evolving pedagogies for
> Web 2.0 security, social networking, podcasting, wikis, blogging, video
> sharing, screencasting,folksonomies, eLearning 2.0 and people with
> disabilities, the potential impact of eLearning 2.0 on the Third World,
> creativity and Web 2.0, Human-Computer Interaction, Business and Web 2.0
> security.
> Web 2.0 will comprise invited keynote speakers and individual
> presentations. The conference will be recorded and published online as a
> series of screencasts.
> All welcome but presenters must submit a 500 word ABSTRACT and TITLE for
> BLIND REVIEW to with "Web2.0" in the subject line.
> Submission of abstract of presentation: JANUARY 15, 2010
> Brunel Business School, Brunel University, West London, UK Brunel
> University is in Uxbridge on the western edge of London. Uxbridge is in a
> prime location for reaching the transport network that embraces London and
> South-east England. It is a short drive from the M4, M40 and M25 and has the
> added benefit of being on the edge of the London Underground network. It is
> about a 25-minute drive or bus ride from London's Heathrow airport.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Work and work and work and work..but I am not robot..need break after this...

I need break after 2 month 'struggle' and focus the same thing....feel dizzy and more afraid with the huge works to do..but really need rest ....insyaallah roughly had achieve at least my two draft chapters before 1 Jan 2010....with the unclearly data analysis( however after discuss with my senior last Monday who are doing the slightly same with my research, I feel better than previously) then you will rewarded yourself with the short break

note- sometimes feel did not know which types information I should report..the material that I found out only??? or my achievement or my sad stories only????but I think what I feel suitable can share I just ponder does not matter since this is my personal blogs sharing relevant experience in this journey.....

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Could I.....???

Just managed to finished up:

2 from 16...(analysis theme)****** updated on 16th dec-only 4 from 16 themes each Study
# 32 themes...
1 from 8 ....(chapters)****** updated on 16th dec - overall draft for 2 chapters(chapter 4 and 5 but chapter 1 and 2 hold on at this moment) on the way...
10,000 from 100,000....(words in thesis)***** updated on 16th dec ?????????????

within almost 12 months, should I being able to end up my journey?????
my sv will not checked my thesis draft until I finished all in all overall of the draft thesis....that is my BIG challenges.....

I am so 'pasrah' to my Creator(allah)....

nobody will knows...

11/12 to 13/12 -no phd works...weekend break!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Another 'crazy work' done...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What I mean with the 'crazy work' here....the work that can be argued negatively by other people but for me it is good for me and my family..yes...definitely different people have different perspective that is what I am study now...interpretive paradigm ...I am try to be positive hardly to do this 'crazy work'. hopefully it does not make harm to me.....until the right time...maybe I will announce what is the 'crazy work' that I have been done...(do not ask me because I will not tell anybody at this moment..)

as work just like that...looking at the text sometimes makes me sick but that is my way of research..not so much numbers(only coding the categories only)..only text,words and words......

note- the weather surrounding here, manchester is getting colder and colder and colder(today;11 dec is -3C, hopefully I will able to face it through and have enthusiasm to fight the coldness in this winter......

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Qualitative data analysis

Can not stop for update my feelings....
I am feel so glad for this lecture about how to analysis the qualitative data in the right way by Dr Cathy Urquhart for Research Methodology's' MSc class

I am also glad that my sv accept my another work it means I have to double work ( data analysis and write up the draft of thesis) for my stage does not matter as long as I am in right track(wallahualam-Do I am on sky???no more...back to reality- you must work hard and work hard) insyaallah...

Work and work and work and work until the end of this journey.....

useful website from this lecture- qualitative research

The potential of hermeneutics in information system research

Monday, December 07, 2009

I'm still in 'blur'......

Meneka Dalam Kesamaran

Dari sudut hati yang terluka- with lots of challeges and difficulties that I had to face day by day....
Dengan niat suci yang membara- aim to finish this phd as soon as posible
Ku curahkan semua harapan ku yang ada- I try to all out as best as I can...
Kerana ku terlalu menyinta- I like this research since I noticed it connected with human behaviour study( I can learn how to understand people behavior)

Ku menyingkir tiap keindahan- I never feel that I'm fast or can be complesant stage already
Ku lepaskan apa yang ku genggam- When I tense too much...I'll be enjoy with own way...
Tiada ku inginkan keraguan mu- try to be have may plans to avoid stuckness in research
Kian berpanjangan tanpa pedoman- I don't want to be down almost the time

Keteguhan cinta ku pada mu - my interest to this research make me no harm for...
Membuat ku tak merasa jemu - keep investigate to know it...
Seringkali pertanyaan - but when I stuck nobody
Yang cuba aku timbulkan - will help me otherwise
Pada mu itu hanya kebosanan - have to solve it on my own
Bagaikan ada kesamaran - I think the problem can be solved

Di dalam sinar pengharapan - if I try to give effort without give up...

Puas sudah mencari silap ku -?????
Puas sudah meneka hati mu -?????
Tiada ku temui -?????
Jawapan mu yang pasti- at this moment
Yang memberi ketenangan diri - whatever it is...remember to Almighty should be the best one...

Get this widget Track details eSnips Social DNA

updated 04:21(8 Dec 2009).......just received the 'bad news' from Malaysia.....mix feelings at this moment...but whatever it is...I have to redha and pasrah as much as I can.....this news increase my eagerness to back Malaysia as soon as strong strong...please....thanks mom and my family for this information......

Friday, December 04, 2009

Cograts to Sis Sharifah Mazlina(Sis Sha)

Just got the latest news from of my seniors in my university passed her viva this morning with minor correction..

BIG CONGRATULATION TO HER.....within appropriate years and with giving birth two girls during her journey, she deserved to got her phd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

note- hopefully my time will come soon...although I did not know when....insyaallah....

Insyaallah most porobably my crazy plan will work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This coming year 2010 will full of 'crazy' planning in my family to ensure my journey will meet the 'full-stop' of it with the non-stress way as soon as possible(what is that???) erm..I think it shouldn't be reveal yet until the plan works at least 50%...just left almost 12 months than now,I'm trying not promise to myself to struggle finish my journey before 31 December 2010 ....BUT I must fight, fight, fight, fight with all the barriers(lazy,weather,english competency,commitment as wife and mom etc etc)- try to be positive person as you can ....Sometimes...I admit that, usually I always try to be 'different' from others since I was in secondary school until now...

Just to let know that at this moment........TOO MANY WORKS I HAVE TO FINISH IT WITHIN IN THIS COMING 3 MONTHS...IT SOUNDS SO HORRIBLE,TERRIBLE AND SICK HEAR OF IT to others... but I try my best to make it reality.....among that of works of course-

1- data analysis; require me to learn new things and spend a lot of time
2- data validation; again I have to refresh my skills in SPSS although just to validate the findings
3- write up stages..- this one really makes me 'crazy' and I have to plan plan plan and plan by single time and single chapters
AND MANY MORE phd 'works' TO HANDLE IT......

After this, maybe this blogs will not updates recently...
just let all of you know that I'm 'busy' mood in highest level....

note- I'm always wish that I'll not crazy in reality but for the sake in get the spirit to do my lots of 'crazy' rewards on my mind.....

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

First Call for Papers for the 5th International KMO Conference 2010

KMO 2010
5th International KMO Conference

Roles and challenges of knowledge management
in innovation for services and products

University of Pannonia, Veszprem, Hungary
18-19 May 2010

Dear Madam/Sir,

We would like to invite you to participate in the Fifth KMO Conference
to be held in Veszprem on 18-19 May, 2010. Enclosed you can find the
Call for Papers.
The Knowledge Management in Organizations (KMO) provides top
researchers and practitioners from all over the world in Knowledge
Management. Since the first KMO was held in Slovenia in 2006, subsequent
conferences have been held in Italy (2007); Finland (2008) and Taiwan
(2009). In 2010, KMO will be held in Hungary.
KMO 2010 will feature invited keynote presentations, panels on topical
issues, refereed paper presentations on emerging and continuing business
and research issues, and workshops on new areas of knowledge management.
The theme of KMO 2010 is "Roles and challenges in knowledge management
in innovation for services and products." This conference aims to
facilitate dialogue among experts in the academe and the industry;
provide an international forum for authors to present and discuss
research focus on the role of knowledge management for innovative
solutions in industries, as well as to shed light on recent advances in
knowledge-intensive service systems for organizations.
KMO 2010 encourages submission of high-quality research reports and
practice presentation proposals in knowledge management and its related
areas. There will be awards for the Best Conference Paper, the Best
Theme Paper, the Best Student Paper, and the Best Practice
Important dates

Submission of papers
February 18th

Notification of Acceptance
March 4th

Camera ready due
March 18th

Early bird registration
March 18th

Last registration
April 18th

May 18-19th

Please refer to the conference website ( ( )) for additional information. If
you have any questions, do not hesitate to contact the Organizing
Committee by e-mail (
Please feel free to circulate this message to any colleagues or
contacts you think may be interested.

Kind regards,

Professor Lorna Uden Dr. Lajos Szabo
Dr. Nora Obermayer-Kovacs
Conference Chair Program Chair
Local Chair

University of Pannonia
Faculty of Economics
Department of Management

Address: H-8200 Veszprem, Egyetem u. 10.
Telephone: +36 (88) 624-215
Fax: +36 (88) 624-524

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Fight for this 'love'

Cheryl Cole - Fight For This Love on MUZU.

credit to my phd mate for introduce this new song......i have to fight fight fight for this journey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse (curse)
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt.

Is it better? Is it worse?
Always sitting in reverse
it's just like we're going backwards.

I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but lets go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash nooo.

Just know you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start.

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quiting's out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more.

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's' worth having, it's worth fighting for oh-oh-oh

Now everyday ain't gon' be no picnic
Love aint a walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark.

Just know you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start.

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quiting's out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more.

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having, it's worth fighting for oh-oh-oh

I don't know where I'm heading
I'm willing and ready to go.
We've been driving so fast
We just need to slow down
And just ro-o-o-o-o-oll.

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quiting's out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more.

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having, it's worth fighting for oh-oh-oh

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
It's worth having, it's worth fighting for oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Enthuasism is always there...hopefully it remains.....

Congrats for my colleagues for their achievement in their journey(passed the viva...)...They passed already for their journey....I'm so proud with them....Congratulation to Sis Nazihah Ahmad, Sis Zahayu Yusof and also Bro Massudi Mahmuddin .....I'm sure they had faced too many obstacles in their journey and now they approve that they can do it....

Not forget too for Bro Najib Salleh and Sis Roziana Shaari for their wonderful achievement in their journey....I'm so glad with them......

not exceed than 100,000 words for PhD thesis; roughly need 100 days if one day can produce 1000 words...could you??????

Tuesday, November 24, 2009


22nd meeting

Not too much progress at this moment ..just quick glance explanation the theories to my supervisor, that I will support for my findings...sounds it look simple but it will be hard time for me to do the justification and discussion for this research.Then, after that,I had attended research methodology's class for 8th times(supposedly.... but I did missed 3 times since the class already started on 29th Sept) where will be end on this coming 15th Dec. Actually the class purposely for registered Msc IT student, however, my core supervisor asked me to sit in for ensure my deep understandings on how to research in information system perspectives.So far what I am doing now, just on track within perspective of information system. Now,I'm still struggle to start write up...Normally many people said to start write up stage is very critical part in this 'journey' especially in beginnings...hopefully I will be able to write up soon...not too much left....I believe I can do it insyaallah I can do it......wish me all the best....

Next 23rd meeting- 8.12.09

Friday, November 20, 2009

try to solve my 'barriers'

- always feel lazy when the study time come....- have to think my family here(my girls and my spouse) and also at Malaysia...insyaallah I'll get the spirit back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- tendency to being sleepy especially after my girls sleep in the night...hardly effort to stay up or burn in the midnight oil..- now at this moment need time to change my style although it still doesn't work all the to sleep early with them and wake up early..but as I said previously, it need time to achieve it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- not in good health either myself,my spouse or girls - always ask to the Merciful to avoid uncertain 'health' for us......with some effort or prevention action too...
- lots of things to do and sometimes don't know which is the priority....- always plan and plan and keep evaluate the plan either it works or not
- home sick feelings - when feeling homesick compulsory to call my can be some favourable action too...for me ..I don't know the other people...
- nobody never understand my situation...only family understands me(mom and my sister) but only phone call my bridge with them not face to face(not use skype at the moment)...that is challenge!!!!!!!!- I'm 'redha'...since after I read the TPB and SCT...and Alhamdulillah I can accept with this situation..
- hardly consistent with the worry with this challenges - keep trying to change not drastically, but gradually since I'm already 30 years(should be more matured) not 3 years old girl anymore......
- don't know how to struggle..if I can, I wish to spend my phd time almost 12 hours per day...but normally plus minus 5 hours only...- I think it's better that I keep consistent rather 'all out' too much..I have to consider my brain and minds too..'they' need to rest for certain time to avoid me become depress or stress.....Phd is not everything in this world but to get Phd really need supports from everything surrounds me......

anybody argue with me or have other solution???? tell me..I'm do appreciate it............

Theories Theories.....

Challenges time..really need to understand lots of theories for proof the findings...hopefully it goes smoothly....anybody need to share joyful of reading email me-

At the moment, I try to look further,truely and deeply on -

1- receiver based theory
2- social cognitive theory
3- theory planned behavior
4- social capital theory
5- social exchange theory
6- hermeneutic theory
7- media richness theory
8- theory narrative

This coming Tuesday, I have to explain concisely all these theories to my sv....may all the best for me........insyaallah I'll use all of these theories for my it too much or too little????

Thursday, November 19, 2009

my office at 926.......


A case analysis of knowledge sharing implementation and job searching in Malaysia
• Short communication

International Journal of Information Management, Volume 29, Issue 4, 1 August 2009, Pages 321-325
Sulaiman, N.I.S.; Burke, M.

or this link

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Don't give up dear.......

click here to listen the song :
That's The Way It Is

I can read your mind and I know your story
I see what you're going through
It's an uphill climb, and I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you

Don't surrender 'cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When you question me for a simple answer
I don't know what to say, no
But it's plain to see, if you stick together
You're gonna find a way, yeah

So don't surrender 'cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When life is empty with no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby, don't worry, forget your sorrow
'Cause love's gonna conquer it all, all

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

That's the way it is
That's the way it is, babe
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009


21st meeting.... 'example pre-analysis works' have been accepted by my sv...I'm appreciated it so much...Furthermore she gave me one journal paper which is very similar and relevant with my research and of course at least it helps me a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!a lot needed theories that I'm looking forward for this research was in that paper( have to read and read and read and read until 'lunyai' the paper..)...So our next meeting will discuss about the relevant theories for support my finding...Of course I have lots of jobs that I'm should facing now!!!!!!!!!!Of course it will be burden me but I think in positive way...if I like this job research... the burden will be an enjoyable moments insyaallah...

After meeting,I attend one of CORAS seminar, which the invited research from Robound University,Nijmegen,Holland talk about Theory Planned Action or Theory Planned Behaviour that I plan to use in my research..and glad to been in that seminar, I'm more clear what is the theory itself with the clear application of the research done by that researcher....

Then, just finish the seminar, I got other SBS doctoral training by Dr Gordon Fletcher giving talk about phd research procedure and the stages that should be face in my university.He told the challenges and the conditions for every stages until final of important point in my mind~ 4- 8 weeks thesis submission before viva.....may allah give me strength to finish my journey until the end..amin.......................

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Perjalanan doktor falsafah

Adapted from Kosmo....


Mereka yang berjaya menamatkan pengajian hingga ke peringkat Ph.D menceritakan bahawa laluannya bukan mudah dan penuh dengan ranjau berduri. Namun, apakah yang menyebabkan mereka nekad?

Saya perlu bijak menguruskan masa. Setiap detik yang berlalu begitu berharga dan saya tidak pernah sia-siakan. Sebab itu selama tempoh pengajian, kehidupan saya bermula seawal pukul 4 pagi. Celik saja mata saya terus menuju ke komputer untuk menyiapkan laporan tesis. Idea-idea pada waktu pagi mencurah-curah memandangkan fikiran kita segar pada waktu itu.

Menceritakan pengalaman pahit dan manis sepanjang pengajian Ph.D, peminat filem Pirate of the Carribean itu menjelaskan, pembentangan viva Ph.D merupakan peristiwa yang sukar dilupakan.

Ini kerana salah seorang penilai viva telah bertanyakan soalan secara bertubi-tubi tanpa memberi peluang kepadanya menjawab. Lebih mengecewakan penilai berkenaan kurang menyokong kaedah penyelesaian Sharifah.

Namun berkat sokongan dan doa keluarga, akhirnya Sharifah yang telah menerbitkan lebih daripada 40 jurnal berjaya meyakinkan penilai itu dan membuat pembetulan laporan tesis dalam tempoh dua minggu saja.

another information to knowledge How to finish PhD?????????????????????

Sunday, November 08, 2009

Challenges in doing phd.....

Why I said too many 'dugaan' in this journey..maybe different person different perception on 'dugaan' or challenges....for me challenges for this journey.....:

- always feel lazy when the study time come....
- tendency to being sleepy especially after my girls sleep in the night...hardly effort to stay up or burn in the midnight oil..
- not in good health either myself(at the moment~~yes...I got headache on off on off, cold and hardly to breath), my spouse or girls
- lots of things to do and sometimes don't know which is the priority....
- home sick feelings
- nobody never understand my situation...only family understands me(mom and my sister) but only phone call my bridge with them not face to face(not use skype at the moment)...that is challenge!!!!!!!!
- hardly consistent with the worry with this challenges
- don't know how to struggle..if I can, I wish to spend my phd time almost 12 hours per day...but normally plus minus 5 hours only....

- normally when I think about my research very deeply after perform solah, I will cry as much as I can..because I'm not sure either I can finish this journey or not....just 'tawakal' to Allah and feel very humble to Him and ask to Him the maximum strength to strive my journey...amin

sometimes I feel I can depress and feel to quit with this journey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wallahualam.....anybody can help me??????

Friday, November 06, 2009

SBS Doctoral Training Programme 2009-2010

Mostly these training that I had missed last semester and new for me and I think I need that training.....

The PhD Process and Procedures
Dr Gordon Fletcher
Wed 11 November 2.00 p.m – 4.00 p.m

How to be Interdisciplinary with Philosophy
Prof Andrew Basden
Tue 17 November 2.00 p.m – 4.00 p.m.

Using NVivo QSR – theory & practice for qualitative data analysis
Dr Alex Heinze
Mon 30 November 1.00 p.m – 3.00 p.m.

PhD Research Methodolgy – Lessons from Sociology
Dr David Kreps Wed 25 November 10.00 a.m. – 12 noon

Prof Christos Kalantaridis
Wed 20 Jan 2010 2.00 p.m – 5.00 p.m.

Preparing for Interim and Internal Evaluations
Dr Janice Whatley Wed 27 Jan 2010 2.00 p.m – 3.00 p.m.

Introduction to Qualitative Research
Dr Sudi Sharifi Thu 11 Feb 2010 2.00 p.m – 5.00 p.m.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

New workstation...from 714 to 926....

Since last workstation office already moved to new place ...which I think is better than old one...although it was the highest level in that building- level 9.......the previous one was in level 7...actually all the phd students from 714 was divided to two different room which initially I bless get room at 526 but the allocation was determined by research institute's just do thankful, although I get 926's room...why?
at level 9- less people than at 526, the previous printer firstly was allocated here..where in 526's room, the research instiitute have to buy the new one which it took time and all student from 526 have to come to 926 for print..... , the higher level..the more beauty scenery of the campus and also I can reduce my weight(through use stairs if I want it..but lift is provided...)

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Ku mohon.....

Ku Mohon

Setiap hari
Mohon agar Kau sentiasa
Memberiku ketenangan dalam hati... kekuatan
Menempuhi segala dugaan yang mencabar ini
Pasti............ punya ertinya
Engkau beriku harapan
Menjawab segala persoalan
Hadapi semua dalam tenang

Dengan merasa kesyukuran
Ku doa Kau selalu
Mengawasi gerak-geriku
Berkatilah............... ku perlu rahmat dari Mu

( korus )
Oh Tuhan(ya allah) terangkan hati dalam sanubariku
Untuk menempuhi segala hidup penuh cabaran ini....
Oh Tuhan(ya allah) ku berserah segalanya kepadamu
Agar jiwaku tenang dengan bimbingan Mu selalu

Ada kala ku merasa hidup ini seperti kaca
Jikalau tidak bersabar
Hancur berderailah akhirnya
Tabahkanlah hatiku
Melalui semua itu... Ooh...
Cekalkanlah diriku

(ulang korus )

Curahkanlah nikmat Mu pada hidupku

Sheila Majid - Ku Mohon- Watch more Videos at Vodpod.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

'Details' Planning towards until the end of my journey.....

Since I can't do nothing at home yesterday- my second daughter(get from her 'baby' sister maybe..) now had fever and dry cough......I just managed to do my 'detail' planning towards[it doesn't mean I don't have any planning before...yes I have but this one it's more on 'polishing' and reliable planning] until I submit my thesis...I blessed no more big obstacles and big challenges anymore and I do keep high bless to finish on time like Dr Yusof Hamid insyaallah...

I just have another 14 months to finish up my thesis where ..I supposely not submit the thesis on the last day on my study leave..but at least 4 months before it.... to make sure my viva is before the end of my study leave period...
could I??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
erm..actually I'm too worried if I can't finish within the given time
(otherwise I have to do the visa extension[the visa as student just given based on our study period only..] which it need lots of money to extend it...and more difficulties from my employee/sponsor that I will face.....Ya Allah...hopefully you will listen my whispering to you for make it me and my spouse with the smooth path for us..)

Friday, October 30, 2009

For those are from Information System or Communication area.....

can click here for details....conference conference ....

or can click here for other one....ANZCA 2010

I blessed my dream will come true...amin.............

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Malaysia Glasgow Doctoral Consortium 2010

Anybody interested on this doctoral consortium???? click here.....MGDC 2010

THEY welcome papers on, but not limited to, the following topics:

Social Science:
• Accounting & Business
• Economics
• Management
• Law
• Islamic Finance
• Education

Science & Technology:
• Engineering,
• Medicine,
• Computer Science & Information Technology,
• Applied Sciences/Pure Science

too general....I don't think my sv will allow me...but I'm interested on it????how to convince in get the feedback from audience where I also not sure who will come...???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Struggle struggle struggle...can you????

I need to struggle but me....I really need the struggle.....
full stop...continue write up the transcribe report....

Since last night I managed to finish up my transcribing and today I'll try to settle it with type it back on Microsoft word and this night I must crosscheck again.....

I'm felt that my voice almost 65% in that interview???erm...actually it 's not easy to tackle and get the answer from the interviewee, I have to keep probe and probe until they understand my means......this is my second experience...last year,I've done for my study 1 at Manchester here, I supposedly not choose in restaurant which it can be disturbing the conversation and this one it's quite better since it was happen in campus....

Too long gap between study 1(done in Nov 2008) and study 2 (done in Sept 2009)...erm...I hope that is not the main issue..... the important is the point in the interview report..hopefully it can be my proof and justification for my fieldwork data and off course for pilot study...and my data collection all in all can be 'polish' up as soon as possible....erm..actually I don't know how to struggle....I just work and work and work when my mood come..if no mood....(tk guna seduit pun..said northern people in Malaysia...hahahaha)..I bless my data collection and data analysis will settled before february 2010 insyallah...!!!!!!!!!!!!

note- my daughter is getting better..but she still have cough and fever I was in school and I can concentrate more on my job....then till continue again next week...and luckily the FB got some problem accessible at my I can't 'melencong' was save my day....

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

still 'slip' nothing done for my phd work today....

Where is my mood...where is my mood...I'm doing nothing yet for today..just gave
'lecture' at my girls and housekeeping job only today.....ermmmm...
supposely my transcribe work already finish..but it still half way must be strong don't be too weak...forget a while on 'evil whisper'...please MUST do it...just left 14 months only for struggle~ struggle for analysis,conclusion,recommandation, modelling,literature review and all in all...overall thesis.....masyaallah....

Tuesday, October 27, 2009


hope all who are still in the middle of 'climbing that mountain' - keep on doing it,never look back coz u MIGHT SLIP and FALL.. there will be hurdles, u will bleed a lot along this road..BUT..when u'll r...each the top, all of those things are worth doing!!!...

quote from my friend who already her phd ...thanks.....'m feel tested with my cute youngest daughter...she was fever and cough and in the same time I have to attend research methodology class and my spouse have to meet his 'heavy feelings'..I have to send to her babysitter with her sisters(this week is school break)....

Monday, October 26, 2009


Supposely with the new week I should start with my week with high enthusiasm..but I don't know where is my mood....maybe few internal factors makes me no mood....UNTIL i get news about my superb seniors here who already get pass their viva today....BIG CONGRATULATIONS TO........DR HAZIRA HAMZAH AND DR ERVINA ALFAN.....

they strive so hard and now their day...they also always willing help to me when I need them...may allah bles both of you...and I'm happy with your success sis....insyaallah my day will arrive soon...amin.......................

myself with Dr Ervina(behind my daughter-light green scarf) and Dr Hazira...

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Done 2 'crazy' works...

This week....I've done 2 'crazy' work...I'm no bother what people say..the most important...I know what I do..just purposely for my family and my happiness...(sometimes people look what are we doing is 'crazy') but not for us...wallahaualam...

Focus Group @ Interview session...???

These pictures reveal myself and my interviewee at one of top university at Kuala Lumpur last 6th Oct. All the information about them must be anonymous...sorry...actually this entry purposely to remind myself to transcribe the interview recording...almost 20 days past over lazy have to being hardwork person....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway big thanks to them; 3 dedicated undergraduate students who give me 100% cooperation fo my pilot study for study 2.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Demi mu mak...I MUST strong...

Aku tetap di sisimu selalu
Di dalam susah di dalam senang
Aku tetap menyayangi dirimu
Begitulah peganganku
Biar apapun yang melanda
Aku tetap diriku bagai dulu

Aku tetap insan yang kau kenali
Kasihku tidak berbelah bagi
Aku tetap memberi yang termampu
Sepenuh jiwa ragaku
Tiada yang lebih bahagia
Bila aku melihat kau gembira

( korus )
Di… duga diuji
Tiada sekali kali aku mengalah
Berundur pergi
Biar… apa terjadi ku tetap
Kasih padamu kasih yang satu
Ku tetap aku

Tak inginku melihat kau derita
Tak sanggup aku merasakannya
Biar hebat dugaan yang mencabar
Aku tidak pernah gentar

Islam and Online Imagery on Malaysian Tourist Destination Websites


In December 1996, TIME magazine published an article titled "Finding God on the Web," which projected how the Internet would shape information seeking on faith and religion. A decade later, the Web has become a popular tool for gathering religious information as well as information and imagery related to religious travel. Yet there is little research on religious destination imagery online. Imagery—positive or negative, pictographic or narrative—influences the selection of tourism destinations. This study explored online Muslim images in Malaysia via interviews and content analyses of pictures and text on tourism destination websites' homepages. The results reveal minimal portrayal of Muslim images by Malaysian tourism destination organizations. This study adds to the small body of research, especially in Muslim countries, on online religious imagery and suggests avenues for tourism operators in Malaysia and elsewhere to improve their online image with both Muslim and non-Muslim travelers.


The Benefits of Facebook "Friends:" Social Capital and College Students' Use of Online Social Network Sites


This study examines the relationship between use of Facebook, a popular online social network site, and the formation and maintenance of social capital. In addition to assessing bonding and bridging social capital, we explore a dimension of social capital that assesses one's ability to stay connected with members of a previously inhabited community, which we call maintained social capital. Regression analyses conducted on results from a survey of undergraduate students (N=286) suggest a strong association between use of Facebook and the three types of social capital, with the strongest relationship being to bridging social capital. In addition, Facebook usage was found to interact with measures of psychological well-being, suggesting that it might provide greater benefits for users experiencing low self-esteem and low life satisfaction.

more details...

Social Network Sites: Definition, History, and Scholarship


Social network sites (SNSs) are increasingly attracting the attention of academic and industry researchers intrigued by their affordances and reach. This special theme section of the Journal of Computer-Mediated Communication brings together scholarship on these emergent phenomena. In this introductory article, we describe features of SNSs and propose a comprehensive definition. We then present one perspective on the history of such sites, discussing key changes and developments. After briefly summarizing existing scholarship concerning SNSs, we discuss the articles in this special section and conclude with considerations for future research

More details about this paper...

Every Blog Has Its Day: Politically-interested Internet Users' Perceptions of Blog Credibility


This study employs an online survey to examine U.S. politically-interested Internet users' perceptions of the credibility of blogs. The article focuses on the influence of blog reliance compared to motivations for visiting blogs in determining blog credibility. The study found that blogs were judged as moderately credible, but as more credible than any mainstream media or online source. Both reliance and motivations predicted blog credibility after controlling for demographics and political variables. Reliance proved a consistently stronger predictor than blog motivations. Also, information-seeking motives predicted credibility better than entertainment ones.

Furthermore...full paper please click here...

PHD blogs in university of salford

Career blogs for phd students

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Its the climb....

I know it was not easy as the other journey..this journey really push me to be matter I sensitive I fragile I am..I really need to be strong....Hopefully I can reach the 'peak of mountain' soon..wallaualam..

Met my sv back...

After met Dr Maria Kutar, I just drop by my sv's room and luckily she was there and I gave to her the souveniers from Malaysia and she really like it.Although it just small but it seems really significance to souvenier from Italy( during my ECKM's trip last month)..I'll meet her again on this coming 11th November for our next meeting.It means I have to finish up my trascribe of interview before meet her. Furthermore about my research methodology direction...hopefully she will accept what I trying to propose to her.Amin...

Ethical approval on da way....

Last month,I got this email: ....
I have received comments from the Panel regarding your ethical approval
application. Whilst they are satisfied with the way you have addressed
the data protect issues there are still a number of concerns about the
quality of the supporting documents. As a result I have been asked to
recommend that you and your supervisor/s contact Maria Kutar
(, 0161 295 3056), who is the Chair of the Panel
and from your faculty. Maria will be able to give you valuable advice
prior to resubmission.

Today,I just managed to meet Dr Maria Kutar to get her advice for the 'polisihing' the supporting documents that I have to edit.Luckily she help me on editing the supporting document.Now wait for my sv's checking before resubmission (hopefully) for the last one....after resubmission almost 3 times...

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Try to cheer up my feelings..but erm..seems its still hard...since all of them still in 'jetlag'........

Today, I've settled on signed up the monitoring attendance at my postgraduate office...after this, by every 2 weeks I've to sign-in the simple form....then I've attended the research methodology's master class by Dr Polly.Although I missed her class almost 3 times...hopefully I'll get some benefits from her class(the class is not compulsory for phd student, but requested by my examiner during the IA last May).

My daughters still not going school yet,since they're still in 'jetlag' too...but today it could be decreased for me(since I can wake up earlier than yesterday)....awaked after slept on 3.30 p.m(now...7.35 p.m..wait for isya' prayer on 7.50 p.m),compare yesterday,I just awake on 2.00 a.m....erm..hopefully our 'jetlag' not too long time...My daughters seems excited going school but, their conditions still not suitable go to school yet , plus still wait from their school of their status...maybe next tomorrow or after school breaks(next week is autumn school break)..Honestly, my feelings still not happy at all...still 'homesick'....I'm already miss my family...although just came back here just few days only.....

Monday, October 19, 2009

Attendance Monitoring...

Now, start from this term, my school has did new regulation for international student - report to school every two weeks for ensure that we're in university..I've to do so this week....erm...just do it..since I'm international student here...

Dear International Student,

If you have already received this message, please treat it as a reminder
of the dates for signing-in.

This week is the first signing-in week.

I trust you are aware of the requirements of the UK Border Agency which
mean that the University is legally required to notify the Home Office
of international students who are absent from the University for a
prolonged period of time without authorization.

Salford Business School have implemented the following attendance
monitoring system which we hope will not cause too much inconvenience.

If you are not registered as an International 'Overseas' Student, please
let me know as soon as possible.

You are required to present yourself approximately every two weeks with
your Passport to the following office:

Maxwell Building Room 626 for Undergraduate students

Maxwell Building Room 225 for Postgraduate Taught students

Maxwell Building Room 602 for PhD/Research students

These meetings will be referred to as 'Contact Points'.

At each of these Contact Points, you must complete the attached Sign-in
form (blank copies will also be available at each of the above offices).

Completed forms are to be handed to the reception staff who will verify
them and check that they contain all the correct information.

Room Move week....

Unfortunately, my school room@ school office was in moving process just work at home..just go school for official events only....

I have been asked to let you know that the move from room 714 will
definitely happen next week as previously indicated. Therefore you
will need to be packed up completely by the end of day tomorrow - Friday
16 October. Please make sure that you also empty your desk draws and
pack them up as well. You will also need to empty any pedestal drawers
that you have access to. Can I ask you to lock the draws of your desk
and pedestal and that you let myself or Julie have the keys when you
have done this as it is very unlikely that you will have the same desk
as before.

I understand the move will take most of next week to organise as the
porters will move the desks and your boxes out of 714 on Monday and
Tuesday (they cannot do full days as they have other duties throughout
the day) and into the new rooms. On Wednesday and Thursday the
technicians will move your computers. Hopefully the rooms will be ready
by Friday but that will only be if things go smoothly - let's hope so.
If you can stay at home for the week that would be the best option but
if you do need to come in and use computers then you can use the open
access areas on the 5th floor or come to see myself or Julie for access
to the postgraduate room 517 where there are a few desks that are not
being used at present

Sunday, October 18, 2009

'perjuangan belum selesai'.................

Already 'touch down' to Mancunian with the cold the season was autumn...and my feelings also like autumn in my heart..really need time to cheer up my motivation....whatever it is..either jetlag or not,either miss my family or not, either miss my favourite food or life have to continue back with routine as soon as possible....the most important is... my field work(pilot study-study 2) was achieved, it means my target done... although I did not transcribe yet..insyaallah will do it as soon as possible...

Thursday, October 08, 2009

I'll keep write although not so much comments

As what at title...although I'll get not so much comments for every entry, I'll write and write what I feel good for share in my journey although not everything that I can share here...but it is enough if I share the relevant things only....wallahualam....

anyway..before I forget,I'm glad to wish congratulate to Mr Yusof Abd Hamid who already pass his viva at my university last 5th Oct within 3 years with minor correction...although he is different school~Built Environment Research Institute@BUHU and different employee~he is attached with UiTM,Perak~ than me but he still Malaysian and I'll take him as other motivation spirits for my journey too, insyaallah!!!!!!!!!!!

Not forget, congratulate for Sis Anis Sazira- my phd mate too for passing her Interim Assessment too on the same day of Mr Yusof's viva.....well done sis....

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

I found the one of contribution blogs in Malaysia ....
One of top blogs in my homecoutry and I just noticed this blogs after read one of his topseller's book- bercinta samapi syurga~ my niece's book~
known as abu saif and I try to highlight this entry since the entry have the significance to my study at the moment...BlOGS @ RTM 28 Sept 2008

yesterday;6th Oct-alhamdulillah my fieldwork was done succesfully and get the good cooperation from the 'respondent' thanks a lot .........

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Experience as reviewer...

Actually I'm not excellent in english even though in my area yet....however, after I get the opportunities being as reviewer, last 19th aug, I try my best to fulfil it.Last night, I managed to submit the comments to regional editor.Is it hard???erm..honestly being as amateur, off course just simple comments and technical comments was put inside it, compare the comment on content wise of the paper. But the paper is very good research work and I bless that the paper will be accepted in the journal as soon as possible....I do my readings for the paper almost 5 times since to ensure understandings of the contentwise, data analysis and conclusion of the research. At the moment I shouldn't inform the title of the paper and author yet, since it was confidential.

Research Methodology Class already start....

Insyaallah, I'll attend on research methodology master class under Salford Business School when I back to my campus every Tuesday at Peel Building 120.....~~~~~~after 20th oct~~~~~

Data collection job will start tomorrow.....

Tomorrow, insyaallah I'll met somebody at UIA for my phd works- pilot study for study 2....hopefully it will be works well.....

Friday, October 02, 2009

Due date of submission just around the corner....

7th Oct...I have to submit the paper that I've to review...the editor already sent email to remind me last 2 days ago...erm...hopefully to night, I manage to settle it with satisfaction......
updatd- the task already done last night..alhamdulillah...

Shoud I???

Guess I got email from my sv after almost one month no emails from her about the unexpected issue from her...more to my career issue??should I proceed or not???I'm not sure....but my instinct says just do it...although the thing is so hard and 'weird'....erm...just do it..just do it...the chances not always come to me..........try first....

Thursday, September 24, 2009

ECKM 2009

Cannot explain too much at themoment...

can go this link for some during ECKM 2009(3rd to 4th Sept)

anybody interested on ECKM 2010?????feel free to visit this site>>>>>>>>>

Friday, September 11, 2009

Doctoral Candidates and PhD holder in my faculty in Malaysia coming soon.....................2010?2011?2012?

1-Jastini Jamil -UBd
2-Jafri Zulkepli Hew -UBl
3-Noorhafiza Mohd Noor -USd
4-Syariza Rahman -UNott
5-Nerda Zura Zabidi -UPorts
6-Adyda Ibrahim -UMan
7-Aida Mauziah -UBl
8-Zurina Hanafi -ULiv
9-Wan Laailatul Hanim Mat Desa -USM
10-Norazura Ahmad -USM
11-Roshairy Abd Rahman -UUM
12-Izwan Nizal Mohd Shahranee -CurtU
13-Mohd Faizal Omar-QUT
14-Mohd Noor Abd Hamid-ULd
15-Nurul Nazihah Hawari-UMP
16-Nurakmal Ahmad Mustafa-UEdin
17-Azzatuliffah Alwi-UKM
18-Norhaslinda Zainal Abidin-USd
19-Ruzelan Khalid-ChU
20-Zakiah Hashim-UKM
21-Nor Intan Saniah Sulaiman-USd

22-Masnita Misiran-CurtU
24-Bahtiar Jamili-UTM
25-Mohd Shukri Abd Hamid-UIA
26-Muhammad Mat Yusof-USd
27-Hazlina Hj Ali-UUM
28-Malina Zulkifli-UKM
29-Azizah Mohd Rohni-USM
30-Idariyana Mohd Seran-UKM
31-Norhayati Yusof-UUM
32-Hashibah Hamid-UKM
33-Sharmila Karim-UUM
34-Zakiyah Zain-ULan
35-Nazihah Ahmad(Dr-2009)-UTM
36-Hasimah Sapiri-USM
38- Zahayu Ahmad(Dr-2009)-USM
39-Hajjah Shamsuritawati Sharif-UTM
40- Nor aishah Ahad -USM

Friday, August 28, 2009

always worry in my journey....

Phd journey is tottally different than bachelor and master degre especially in independent research...and some people said this is the lonely journey....I admit that I've met some people who are doing research quiet similar with me but I still feel lonely .....why ??because the objective and target are totally different and what I worry now although I've in data collection stage but actually the works are not totally complete yet...insyaallah I'll do another pilot syudy for my second study where I've done for my pilot study for study 1 last big gaps that I have...this is maybe the study 2's location is at my homecountry, meanwhilde for study 1 was here, Manchester.I also have a few reason why it have big gaps about the time of pilot study for both of study.....I think I shouldn't reveal yet here....about the main fieldwork..erm..not totally settled yet...wish me all the best for second pilot study which scheduled around early Oct, means that???????????????????

will moving....

My office will being change to faculty last wednesday and friday, I and my friends have to tidy up with keep it all our stuffs in huge boxes at our workstation for moving to another office soon..when and where still in question mark????...hopefully I 'll get new office at level 5 ..same level with my sv's office, although the office was on right end of level and my sv's was in left end of doesn't matter...rather than at level 9..if something happend at lift...waaaaaaaa..too high to climb the moment my office was at level 7 where normally I used lift to arrive it..and not too much us stairs(mana tak montel...syg kuar peluh....aiya...)
but definitely maybe on that time I was away already to somewhere...where??where????soon ..I'll explain in another entry...

Closing to approval....

After 2 weeks resubmit to ethical approval team, today I got the another respond to do some minor ammendments refer to appendixes that I had included with the form...erm actually I requestioned back to that person since the question are not clear with the 'high level' term for me...hopefully this is last one ammendments...I will do some ammendments for my appendix A only due to the statement which 'they' claimed not make sense( I always weak in doing make sense statement-my challenges too) since I always write what thrown out from my mind without think too seems that I have repolish my writing skills more and more....

Thursday, August 27, 2009

more 16 months 4 days

If I look at ticker factory besides this journey just leave more 16 months and 4 days BUT I never feels that I could finish within the time...maybe I have to add another 6 months or ....maybe another 12 months???erm...why I said like that???since lots of things that I have to do soon and I just remember few words about my journey ' onak2 duri yg telah dan bakal ku harung ni kdg2 terlalu sakit utk ditelan..terlalu pahit utk di kulum...terlalu payau utk dijamah'....

Insyaallah my report will have eight chapters and at the moment I couldn't start on my writings yet since my data collection still not settle down, during my interim report I just have three simple content of chapters where I feel just 5% from my whole report soon..erm..sometimes I feel worry too.......maybe after Oct, I will start looking back my literature review....and furthermore about the theory that I have to study...... I just manage can understand basically one theory where I have to look forward another 5 theories to suit with my findings....after I got the analysis solution I have to validate my findings before come out with the findings..then recommendation and conclusion chapter which will not easy as what people assume??really..the most hard part too I think...all in all in phd works everything must have justification..without not phd ..walalhualam....

unstable emotion

when too much my things will meet emotion not stable...mix feelings and unexpected fel will come out inside my heart...erm..sometimes I like this songs..maybe can reveal my feelings now....

p/s baby and your in this song I assume my journey hehehehehe..
halo means light @ hole(refer to dictionary)...wallahualam.....

Wednesday, August 19, 2009


hikmah of accepted journals...
today I was appointed to be a reviewer to one of paper related with my phd research and I was given 49 days to review the paper...hopefully I can finish my responsibilities within 10 days insyaallah....this is my first time being as reviewer, although no benefits in term in money..but the knowledge inside from the paper is more valuable.......wallahualam.....

9 important point why we must be motivated....

Adapted points from one of my 'subject' blogs....very good for me at the moment....

1.Motivasi diri sendiri adalah tenaga yang mengangkat diri seseorang itu ke sebarang tahap yang diingininya.

2.Orang yang benar-benar berjaya sentiasa sedar akan tanggungjawabnya dalam motivasi diri sendiri. Dia memulakan dari dirinya sendiri, kerana dialah yang memiliki kunci penggerak dirinya.

3.Alasan yang lumrah yang menyebabkan kegagalan seseorang itu ialah kerana mengabaikan sama sekali tenaga motivasi diri sendiri.

4.Adalah mustahil untuk memotivasikan diri orang lain, sebelum kita belajar memotivasikan diri kita sendiri.

5.Peluang akan berada di mana-mana bagi seseorang yang mengerti dan mengunakan motivasi diri sendiri.

6.Orang yang bermotivasi diri sendiri melibatkan diri, orang-orang biasa hanya berjanji.

7.Pada asasnya apa yang kita perolehi dari hidup ini bergantung kepada bagaimana kita menyesuaikan apa yang kita mahu dengan motivasi diri sendiri.

8.Tenaga motivasi diri sendiri datang dari satu tindakan rancangan peribadi teguh dan pelaksanaan rancangan tersebut dalam kehidupan anda setiap hari.

9.Jika kita tidak dapat memanafaatkan tenaga anda dan potensi anda sendiri maka mental kita akan terlantar sepanjang hayat..

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Alfatihah to Ustaz Asri Rabbani...

Mawi version

mawi feat rabbani....'saksi' after death...

Feeling that my mom calling me back....

is it can be true????wallahaualam....

my dear lovely mom...forgive me on all my sins and faults...bless me will get the success here....

currently, I miss so much my dear passed away dad who already leaving me 30 years ago....

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Congratulate to my seniors.....

as motivation and spirit to us for work harder ..just wanna wish big congratulation to my seniors at my university for their promotion being as associate professor..........

Assoc Prof Dr Hartini Ahmad - she also my idola at the moment...
Assoc Prof Dr Razamin Ramli -my mentor few years ago....
Assoc Prof Dr Haslinda Ibrahim - also my research advisor few years ago....

few names who are still in phd their promotion as senior lecturer......hopefully may as booster to strive harder than now...
Miss Noredayu Omar- pursue her phd now in New Zealand
Mr Zainal Amin- pursue his phd in Leeds University
Mr Bahtiar Mohamad- pursue his phd in Brunel University

#all the best and hopefully I'll be like them one day....

actually more than the names that I mention got their promotion..but the rest I didn't recognize so much....

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I found the best point here....

Enabling Knowledge Conversion through a Sense of Virtual Community: A Case Study of Blog Community Conversations
By: Fa Martin-Niemi, Dr. Richard Greatbanks

Over the past decade, blogs have become an increasingly popular media for both personal expression as well as social networking. Initially used as a public forum for personal diaries, blogs continue to grow in variety and purpose. Blogs are now used as information sources, public forums for debate, and have even entered the domain of knowledge management (KM) as a location for communities of practice (CoP) discussions. Due to the virtual nature of the environment, and independent of face-to-face (FTF) interactions, blogs transcend many traditional barriers to participation, such as geographic location. Moreover, blogs have extended beyond communication tools to become virtual communities complete with their own social behaviours, and offering benefits inherently found within culture-sharing groups. Considering blogs from a KM perspective raises an interesting question; if blogs are virtual communities, do they provide an environment for knowledge conversion which has previously been considered the sphere of place-based communities? This research investigates blog conversations, specifically looking for evidence of enabling conditions for knowledge conversion from both tacit-to-tacit and individual-to-collective perspectives, within a blog context. The research methodology uses an adaptation of virtual ethnography to observe the extent to which blog posts and corresponding comments exhibit a sense of community between members. A collection of blog conversations were analysed to identify sense of community traits which also demonstrate a potential for knowledge conversion. This thematic analysis resulted in the identification of two major themes, enculturation and learning. Both these themes are underpinned by sense of community characteristics such as identity, common language use, influence and trust. In addition to revealing a sense of community among members, the findings of the study also confirm the knowledge conversion potential of blogs and their community.

Keywords: Knowledge Management, Enabling Context or 'ba', Blogs, Sense of Community, Virtual Communities, Social Networks

Monday, August 10, 2009

The new spirit come back...the past just let it go away far far away .....

STOP from sad anymore...don't down so much don't have so much time now....just leave 16 months to go....come on come on....this week my target to finish another 7 blogs...which I guess it was less entries than last week's blogs(actually last week's task was not finish yet..but I have to follow my planning..if not...can be effected my analysis planning soon).....furthermore..tomorrow I have to meet my sv to show my progress...wake up back dear....listen to this get the new spirit....

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart

You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone

No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
God knows Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Friday, August 07, 2009

from the bottom of my broken heart.....

I felt that this week seems 'sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga'....since yesterday, frustrated with what happended(actually fault on myself)...*** big thanks to sis yati for the tips!!!!!!!! try to calm myself...went out from Manchester for a while with hoping can get the spirit again...~ mind theraphy~ but 'ku sangkakan panas hingga ke petang...rupanya hujan di tgh hari'....what actual happen...erm.. I don't think I should reveal here..just enough to say that I felt very frustrated yes..very frust....quite similar with this song......yes,I am...I'm too to change my style...I don't know how????this year my age will be turn to new phase...but I felt so hard to change anything in myself....

Thursday, August 06, 2009

Just be patience dear......

My big challenges again...I lost my today's work after spend almost 5 hour for data collection work....erm...maybe my fault too..too suppose save as through desktop then to your thumb drive..since the thumb drive got error lost all your job today...not little jobs okay...almost nearly 90 entries from 282 what I can do....just be patience okay..just be addition today I'm fasting without took sahur, so off course now my head is too heavy and wait another one and half hour to back home then another 2 hour before break my fast today...honestly I'm frust today..but by enthusiasm become myself more strong and more strong...means that you have to stay up all the nights make sure you achieve the target for this week....must do it..just do it and be more careful and more focus after this.........

'sambil menyelam minum air.......'

during doing my data collection, I've found this article from my respondent...erm how far the trueness on this characteristics..just the 'owner' will be know......the bold one maybe its true for me...wallahaualam..the rest maybe yes..maybe not...

* Banyak idea dalam perkara.
* Sukar untuk dimengertikan atau difahami sikapnya.
* Berfikiran kehadapan.

* Berfikiran unik dan bijak.
* Penuh dengan idea-idea baru yang luarbiasa.????????????????
* Pemikiran yang tajam.
* Daya firasat yang sangat halus dan tinggi.
* Sesuai jadi seorang doktor.~ insyaallah....although not as medical doc...
* Cermat dan teliti.~~~ not me~~~
* Personaliti yang dinamik.???????????????
* Sifat yang berahsia, pandai mencungkil dan mencari rahsia.~may be?????~
* Banyak berfikir, kurang bercakap tetapi mesra.??????????????????
* Berani, pemurah setia dan banyak kesabaran.????????????????????
* Terlalu degil dan keras hati.
* Apabila berkehendak sesuatu, akan diusahakan sehingga berjaya.

* Tak suka marah kecuali digugat.
* Mudah ambil berat terhadap orang lain.
* Pandai muhasabah diri.
* Cara berfikir yang lain dari orang lain.

* Otak yang sangat tajam.
* Pandai mendorong diri sendiri.
* Tidak hargai pujian.??????????????????????????????
* Kekuatan semangat dan daya juang yang sangat tinggi apabila berkehendak sesuatu.
* Cuba sampai berjaya.
* Badan yang sasa.~definitely not~
* Kasih sayang dan emosi yang sangat mendalam dan romantik.
* Tidak pasti dengan hubungan kasih sayang.
* Suka duduk di rumah.????????????????????
* Sangat rajin dan berkemampuan tinggi.?????????????????
* Amanah, jujur, setia dan pandai berahsia.
* Tidak berapa berjaya dalam mengawal emosi.
* Bercita-cita tinggi.
* Perangai tidak dapat diramal dan mudah berubah-ubah

source; one of subject blogs- actually the subject took from kajian mengenai bulan dan sikap anda, yang telah dijalankan oleh Yang Berbahagia Dato' Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah.

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

Post again this song (had published here on 17072008)......Jawapan dipersimpangan...

Perjalanan hidup ini sangat panjang....
bagaikan kembara yg tiada hujungnya
Di sini ku berdiri di persimpangan
Jauh pandangan yang kini ku renung

Oh di manakah kau yang ku cari
Dalam kembaraku ini
Mengapa kau singkir ku ke tepi
Bagaikan ku tak berharga lagi

Perjalan hidup ini yang mencabar
Menguji segala kekuatan
Dalam kembara yang penuh debar
Ku berpegang jalanMu oh Tuhan

I've do nothing today....just watch my kids and then some light searchings..BUT my hands.......

This entry doesn't mean to plead anybody to me...... but just wanna share one of my challenges for this journey...I've echzema since in Malaysia(if I've not fault since 2004) but when I come echzema never ends...sometimes no at all....sometimes critical as the pictures below....I did have the cream prescribed by dermatologist one year ago..but sometimes it couldn't help..i try another alternative herbal(aloe vera plus honey) lotion...lo'ccitane hand cream..and every time wash the dishes use gloves...but it stillnot 100% suceessful...that's why i'm alyways try to avoid from tense because it will affect to my i'm too tense with my works immediately back from holiday although I've got the enthuasiatic..but the level of tense still high.....this happen maybe because of I do not finish my target yet before another summer vacation next month...hopefully my hand will be better was so hurting especially when I've touch with the water when to take ablution(wuduk)...