Motivation Quotation......

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan setangkai bunga, segar, Ia beri kaktus berduri. Aku minta kupu-kupu diberinya-Nya ulat berbulu. Aku sedih dan kecewa. Namun kemudian, kaktus itu berbunga indah sekali dan ulat itupun menjadi kupu-kupu yang sangat cantik. Itulah jalan Tuhan, indah pada masaNYA! Tuhan tidak memberi apa yang kita harapkan. Tapi Dia memberi apa yang kita perlukan. Kadang kala kita sedih, kecewa dan terluka. Tapi jauh di atas segalanya Dia sedang mengatur yang terbaik dalam kehidupan kita.............................................

Friday, November 20, 2009

try to solve my 'barriers'

- always feel lazy when the study time come....- have to think my family here(my girls and my spouse) and also at Malaysia...insyaallah I'll get the spirit back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- tendency to being sleepy especially after my girls sleep in the night...hardly effort to stay up or burn in the midnight oil..- now at this moment need time to change my style although it still doesn't work all the time....how?????try to sleep early with them and wake up early..but as I said previously, it need time to achieve it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- not in good health either myself,my spouse or girls - always ask to the Merciful to avoid uncertain 'health' for us......with some effort or prevention action too...
- lots of things to do and sometimes don't know which is the priority....- always plan and plan and keep evaluate the plan either it works or not
- home sick feelings - when feeling homesick compulsory to call my mom...yes...it can be some favourable action too...for me ..I don't know the other people...
- nobody never understand my situation...only family understands me(mom and my sister) but only phone call my bridge with them not face to face(not use skype at the moment)...that is challenge!!!!!!!!- I'm 'redha'...since after I read the TPB and SCT...and Alhamdulillah I can accept with this situation..
- hardly consistent with the planning....so worry with this challenges - keep trying to change not drastically, but gradually since I'm already 30 years(should be more matured) not 3 years old girl anymore......
- don't know how to struggle..if I can, I wish to spend my phd time almost 12 hours per day...but normally plus minus 5 hours only...- I think it's better that I keep consistent rather 'all out' too much..I have to consider my brain and minds too..'they' need to rest for certain time to avoid me become depress or stress.....Phd is not everything in this world but to get Phd really need supports from everything surrounds me......

anybody argue with me or have other solution????..do tell me..I'm do appreciate it............

2 comments:

azizi said...

never write any comments before.
but,
in principle-
nothing to be fear off. sometimes those fears are baseless.
those fears sometimes, make the journey even more difficult, at one point you have no way out.
so, the first thing is -
try to find where you're heading to.
define what is your problem(s), and the main causes.
either, lack of abilities to grab the foundation, or technical discrepancies, or might be the writing part.
- try to separate these things accordingly. slowly you will see, there is nothing to be afraid of. I can tell you, in doing research, we are not alone. They are many people doing the same things, but in different perspectives. it is not a lonely process.
- when you managed to see things in smaller chunks, then you will see solutions within. PhD is a process to serve the ummah. Not you, not anyone else. A key to develop a better ummah.
- insya' Allah, things will be getting better. Just, try to find a solution for the problem, but not for all symptoms.
-"Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light."
- simple solution sometimes work :-).
all the best to both you.

mama3hz said...

azizi...bunch of thanks...really appreciate with your advice....i must believe in myself...