Motivation Quotation......

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan setangkai bunga, segar, Ia beri kaktus berduri. Aku minta kupu-kupu diberinya-Nya ulat berbulu. Aku sedih dan kecewa. Namun kemudian, kaktus itu berbunga indah sekali dan ulat itupun menjadi kupu-kupu yang sangat cantik. Itulah jalan Tuhan, indah pada masaNYA! Tuhan tidak memberi apa yang kita harapkan. Tapi Dia memberi apa yang kita perlukan. Kadang kala kita sedih, kecewa dan terluka. Tapi jauh di atas segalanya Dia sedang mengatur yang terbaik dalam kehidupan kita.............................................

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Must be positive

I must be positive but if I just whispered to myself just like that, it doesn't work maybe...means that I'm really need to visit another positive or motivational blogs for me to think that in our life, we must always be positive...although it's hard to handle it....that's why I do have motivational blogs list and this week I noticed one of my master class mate 7 years ago..suziyanti @ sz also have her positive phd blogs that I should follow her....besides that, I really have to listen on motivational songs that it would be wake up my self..I don't want be down all the time...... I must be strong and positive...why???it because almost everyday I will face the bad things or no progress or pressure or depress....erm....actually now I'm still pressure on my phd works in all aspects....for example yesterday.. I try my best for not sleepy but it happens for almost 4 hours at my school....I did not do job efficiently because I do not achieve my aim...then I tends to being moody to my daughters....am I bad mom????????...I'm really sad why I being so 'cengey' to my own daughters....they are not guilty but I admit that I do always can't control my emotional feelings to them...I'm always throw out my frustrated feelings to them although they're not realise on my feelings, but I'm realise that my eldest daughter always make me calm....(but sometimes..she was one of my factor to be moody...poor to her......) erm..so many lines that I try to explain my real situation..and I don't care if the readers can't dig out my feelings or emotion but I just wanna throw out my feelings through this keyboard...it can release my tense....
maybe some reader questioned without throw the comments.....'dugaan berat' sgt ker this woman????never mention her dugaan or cabaran??'asyik mengeluh' and keep 'mengeluh'......erm..yes..its hard to reveal every things...but just to share...among cabaran or challenges in myself are- easy to have lazy feelings, easy to tension, easy to down, too sensitive, no consistency, lazy in actions also in some aspects, easy to influenced by environment~~~~easy to broken-heated when people say some thing bad about her daughters~~sometimes I feel too lazy to meet people....always was condemned by her own spouse in many aspects(what is that??'biarlah rahsia')....it 's true the quote said ' it's not easy to being easy(get phd means our life will be better insyaallah...) and it's not hard to being hard'...hopefully I must be survivor and stronger what ever it is....

2 comments:

Sz said...

salam..
hiiii k intan, +ve ke blog sy?ihikss...mungkin sy cuba ikut nasihat sv sy, kena sentiasa rasa "seronok" dgn PhD kita wpon hakikatnya kita sendiri tahu pelbagai dugaan di hadapan tu. InsyaAllah ada penyelesaiannya...pada pendapat sy tak salah akak nak luahkan perasaan, sekurang2nya sy tahu apa yg dihadapi akak nun jauh di sana...sekurang2nya kita rasa lega bila berkongsi rasa ni. Saya suka baca blog akak. True story...kadang2 sy sendiri tak mampu nak menulis dengan jujur lahir dari hati spt akak...

mama3hz said...

sz- sebenarnya itulah jugak yg cuba akak praktikkan selama ini..tp adakalanya kesabaran dan kecekalan kita ada batasannya apabila terlalu byk 'pagar dan dinding yg perlu diterjah'...dan sebenarnya luahan akak tu masih berlapik sz.....seboleh2nya tk mo lukakan hati dan perasaan org lain wpun yg pastinya terpaksa melukakan ahti sendiri...sebenarnya akak pun tk pandai menulis sz...just make it practice wpun tk perfect...