Aku dan dia

Aku dan dia....

Punyai matlamat yang sama, Cara yang berbeza
Kajian aku kualitatif, Kajian dia kuantitatif
Kajian aku tiada pengaturcaraan, Kajian dia banyak melibatkan pengaturcaraan
Kajian aku melibatkan banyak perkataan, Kajian dia banyak melibatkan nombor
Kajian aku perlukan pengupasan yang sangat kompleks dan holistik, Kajian dia perlukan kupasan yang secara langsung dan ringkas tapi padat
Kajian aku melibatkan paradigma interpretif, Kajian dia tidak perlukan penerangan paradigma kerana sememangnya sudah terang lagi bersuluh dia adalah secara positivist
Kajian aku pada tahun pertama pengajian gelap gelita, Kajian dia diberi 'cahaya lilin' oleh penyelianya sejak awal lagi
Kajian aku memerlukan data utama dan data sekunder, Kajian dia hanya perlukan data sekunder

Walau jurang kami seakan langit dan bumi, Namun matlamat kami TETAP sama- PhD; maka secara automatik, kami perlu faham memahami dan banyak bertolak ansur untuk membuat sebarang 'pengorbananan' dalam semua aspek......aminnnnnnnnn

***** dia merujuk kepada teman sehidup sematiku @ suami tercinta yang juga mengharungi perjalanan solo ini bersama-sama......

aku Tak Pernah Menyerah

Sejak Usia Yang Mentah
aku Telah Melangkah
Mengenali

Hidup Yang Getir

Pada Tingkat Dewasa
aku Lebih Tercabar
Kehidupan Dalam Penitian
Onak Duri Datang Silih Berganti

Korus
AKU Tak Pernah Menyerah
Walau Badai Yang Melimpah
ku Aturi Tiap Langkah Dengan Gagah
Keringat ku Yang Mengalir
Perjuangan Tak Berakhir

Sehinggalah Ke Hujung Titian
Garis Yang Menamatkan
Perjalanan
Tangis Dalam Senyum Tiada Insan Yang Tahu
Tiada Insan Yang Bakal Mengerti
Jalanan ku Tidak Seindah Mimpi Oh

Tangis Dalam Senyum ku Tiada Insan Yang Tahu
Bahagia

Derita ku

Sebatang Kara

From my email

Dear Nor Intan Saniah Sulaiman,
Your abstract has now been reviewed by an academic independent review panel. Unfortunately, your abstract entitled 'Knowledge Sharing Behaviour among Malaysian Undergraduate Students' has not been accepted to give a spoken presentation at the conference. ( I sent too late already..that is the reason i think????)

However, the panel have offered you the opportunity to present your abstract as a poster at the conference.
Please confirm whether you would like to accept this offer by replying to this email by 21st May at the latest.
This will enable the conference team to allocate you a poster number and board. Please follow the instructions below when preparing your poster:.
Posters are to be no larger than A0, portrait (841x1189mm). .
Velcro will be provided to fix your poster to the mounting boards.
You will be assigned a poster board number on registration at the conference.
Please only mount your poster on the allocated board. .
The top of the poster should include a clear, unambiguous title that describes the work (i.e. not PRASH or PRASH POSTER).
Please also include your name, institution and a contact email on the poster. .
Your poster should be mounted by 09:20 at the latest.
Please arrive in plenty of time to allow for this. .
Judges will be viewing posters at 14:25-14:55.
Please stand by your poster during this time to answer any questions they may have. .
A sample of the judging sheet is included below this email for your information. A
summary of the judges constructive feedback will be available for you after the conference.
The planning team will email you after the conference to ask if you would like to receive your feedback.
This feedback is confidential and is to assist you in developing your poster presentation style . Please remove your poster at the end of the conference. N.B. Judging will continue while the delegates attend the final workshop sessions although you do not need to be present for this. . Prizes for the best posters will be awarded in the form of Amazon vouchers during the closing plenary. . Advice and examples of good posters in the arts, social sciences and humanities can be found at https://webmail.salford.ac.uk/horde/util/go.php?url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.graduatejunction.net%2Fposters&Horde=7097440c9701ec0c914cc693e0c20cee

Further conference details including the programme and directions can be found at www.vitae.ac.uk/prash2010 <https://webmail.salford.ac.uk/horde/util/go.php?url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.vitae.ac.uk%2Fprash2010&Horde=7097440c9701ec0c914cc693e0c20cee> . All accepted abstracts will be added to the conference website in the coming weeks.

Thank you again for your interest in this event and we hope that you will find the conference a valuable experience.
If you have any further questions please contact Tracey McLoughlin (nwhub@vitae.ac.uk )'; return true;" onmouseout="status='';" href="https://webmail.salford.ac.uk/horde/imp/compose.php?to=nwhub%40vitae.ac.uk%3E&thismailbox=INBOX">nwhub@vitae.ac.uk> , 0161 275 1462). Best wishes

EXAMPLE POSTER JUDGING FORM:
Student Name ______________________________________________
Poster number ___________ Visual/PresentationCommentsScore: Visuals .
Does the poster draw your attention?. Is the poster visually appealing?.
Is the poster easy to read?.
Is there a balance of graphics, diagrams and text?.
Is the poster of sufficient size and interest to make you want to stop and read it?
5 = Exceptional
4 = Very Good
3 = Average
2 = Poor
1 = Very Poor

ContentCommentsScore: Content. Does the poster convey a message clearly?. Is the text well written and easy to follow?. Is the poster interesting and engaging?. Do you have a better understanding of the topic having read the poster?.
Do any graphics or diagrams aid the understanding of the topic?
5 = Exceptional
4 = Very Good
3 = Average
2 = Poor
1 = Very Poor
CommunicationCommentsScore: Communication. How well does the poster alone communicate information about the study topic?. How well was the presenter able to communicate information about the study topic?. Was the presenter able to talk enthusiastically and knowledgeably about the study topic?. Were you interested in learning more about the study topic having read the poster and talked to the presenter?.
Did you come away with a clear understanding of what had been studied, how and what the results were (or likely to be)?
5 = Exceptional 4 = Very Good 3 = Average 2 = Poor 1 = Very Poor

emma.gillaspy@manchester.ac.uk

VSST'2010 (Toulouse, France) - Last Call For Papers - New dead line: 31 May 2010.

-- LAST CALL FOR PAPERS - New Deadline for submissions: 31 May 2010 --
The sixth edition of the VSST symposium 25, 29 October, Toulouse 3 University (France).

Symposium Background and Goals
This symposium brings together, for already 15 years, the public and private actors in the domain of technology watch and competitive intelligence.
Universities, public administrations, SME and large groups are invited,every 3 years, in this event to exchange viewpoints, methodologies, toolsand experiences.
Besides the traditional topics :. Data Mining. Text Mining. Web Mining. Knowledge Management. Knowledge Discovery . Competitive Intelligence. Strategic Watch. Technologic Watch. Territorial Intelligence. Regulatory Watch. Annotation and ontology's. Information retrieval. Decision Support Systems. Low Signal. Crisis Management. Place of the watchman in the decision process

We will particularly focus on this year, followings lines:. Metadata and Interoperability. Treatment of heterogeneous information. Security of access to data and treatments. Online analysis. Mining temporal data. Cartographies. Social Networks. Online Intelligence Community, Web Intelligence. Multilingualism. Geostrategic Mapping. Web new structured data. New sources of patents (China, Korea, Japan, India ...). Web 2.0 and Web 3.0. Contributions of 3G technology in competitive intelligence. Innovations in the decision process. Risk Management and Governance*
but this list is not exhaustive

We also organize:. Forum between businesses, students and young graduates.
Presentations training in competitive intelligence.
Tutorials and workshops.
Demonstrations of software.
Presentations of strategic analysis.
Exchanges on the effective establishment of watch cell. Exhibition for professionals.
1/ Electronic submission of papers for VSST'2010:
Front page:Title, authors and contact details (organization, address, phone, e-mail)15 lines french abstract, french keywords, english abstract and keywords.Text for submission of papers (in French or English):Minimum 5 pages addressing the problem, methods or tools presented andtheir validation.
Important Dates:.
Deadline for receipt of paper proposals: May 31, 2010.
Deadline for acceptance of papers: June 30, 2010.
Date of publication of final program: June 30, 2010.
Deadline for receipt of papers for publication on CD / ROM and online:September 15, 20102/ Final format of papers:Front page:Title, authors and contact details (organization, address, phone, e-mail)15 lines French abstract, French keywords, English abstract and keywords.
Final text (in French or English):12 to 20 pages (landscape A4) including figures and references.
Email submission:vsst2010@irit.fr

For more information:https://webmail.salford.ac.uk/horde/util/go.php?url=http%3A%2F%2Fatlas.irit.fr&Horde=5e03807f8e8eabe94b48e51d4a0ff12fURL for online registration:https://webmail.salford.ac.uk/horde/util/go.php?url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.ampere-asso.org%2FRegister.asp%3FID%3D08122006145351%26LG%3DFR&Horde=5e03807f8e8eabe94b48e51d4a0ff12f

Best regards,Professeur Bernard DOUSSET UPS/IRIT/SIG118, route de Narbonne 31062 Toulouse cedex 9tél: (33) 5 61 55 67 81 gsm: (33) 6 12 57 19 49fax irit: (33) 5 61 55 62 58 perso: (33) 5 61 55 67 81w3: https://webmail.salford.ac.uk/horde/util/go.php?url=http%3A%2F%2Fatlas.irit.fr&Horde=5e03807f8e8eabe94b48e51d4a0ff12f et https://webmail.salford.ac.uk/horde/util/go.php?url=http%3A%2F%2Fieut1.irit.fr&Horde=5e03807f8e8eabe94b48e51d4a0ff12f

Just sharing some valuable story from AP Dr Norzaidi Daud...

I'm proud with his and her wife' s achievement ...and I'm attracted with his experience during his viva few years ago...can click here for details....

Can I dream being academicians like him??????even seems like impossible...but it is not wrong for dream it ?????Wallahaualam....

Supposedly....

Supposedly I fly yesterday with all my family to Veszprem,Hungary for presenting the paper in 5th KMO, but since my flight was cancelled due on volcanic ash effects where it just only inaccurate prediction.

I felt so annoying,irritating and discontented since I could not make it to disseminate my research findings. To buy new ticket is damnly expensive and my weaknesses is I cannot leave apart with my family. Why???because they are my strength without them, I could not achieve what I have been achived until today.Furthermore, it is very expensive fare already.
Even I try my best to avoid all the mixed feeling within went to retail theraphy few hours ago, but unwanted the feelings is too stubborn and I realise my attitude itself makes more complicated.

Hopefully my sv and the organizer will forgive me..not my fault at all....

Hikayat kura2.....

Dulu, kura2 itu terlalu perlahan bergerak..kura2 tua itu hanya berjalan ketika larat dan berhenti ketika penat.....namun kura2 itu tidak pernah mengalah walaupun pelbagai ujian dan halangan yang mendepani kura2 itu...kura2 itu sebenarnya sangat sedih sebab rakan2nya jauh meninggalkan dari belakang...rakan2nya terdiri daripada pelbagai ragam .....tapi kura2 itu memang tidak mengenal erti putus asa...kura2 itu bergerak dan bergerak sendirian dengan kadar yang konsisten dan kini sama sekali kura2 itu tidak menyangka dia dah tahun akhir pengajian(insyaallah...)......benarlah kata pepatah...biar lambat asalkan selamat ataupun sikit2 lama menjadi bukit..bukit apa tu?????kui kui.....

siapakah kura2 itu kalau bukan aku ........

Cabaran dan Dugaan

Cabaran 2008
*9 bulan pertama- bergilir2 ke sekolah memandangkan 2 kanak2 kecil perlu dijaga; untuk hantar kat orang 2 org agak mahal kosnya
*bulan ke tujuh- ada musibah yang menimpa menyebabkan kami 'patah kaki' hampir 2 bulan, tidak kemana2 ; hanya di rumah kecuali sekitar Manchester menggunakan bas awam
*'culture shock' - aku tidak dapat menerima kenyatan orang sekeliling sibuk mempedulikan saiz fizikal tubuh badan anak2 aku.......aku sedih sehingga sekarang..walaupun aku sudah memaafkan orang2 sekeliling itu namun kesedihan itu tak bisa dilenyapkan.....
*supervisor aku tidak ada pelajar phd lain selain dari aku...sebelum ini, dia hanya ada pelajar Mphil yang sudah bergelar Dr......tidak bermakna aku boleh berjumpa dengan beliau setiap minggu, perjumpaan hanya sebulan sekali dan kdg2 dua bulan sekali...dia juga sibuk sepertimana supervisor2 yang ada nama Prof di hadapan....
*tahap sensitif- makin berganda-ganda semenjak 'culture shock'.....
*rumah diancam tikus dan pelbagai hidupan yang tidak diundang- rasa tidak ada keserasian lagi pada rumah itu....
*Zimah mengalami alahan pada kepalanya tatkala musim panas menjelma,

Cabaran 2009
^Mizah dah ke sekolah sejak Sept 2008,maka Hanie bolehlah dihantar ke 'babysitter'...maka dapatlah ke sekolah setiap hari walaupun dalam tempoh yang amat terhad
^Perlu mampu menyesuaikan diri dengan suasana kekalutan setiap pagi menyiapkan anak2 ke sekolah dan aku serta suami
^Pindah rumah baru yang 1001% selesa daripada rumah lama- mood aku makin elok
^Hanie perlu dipantau sakitnya itu..yang aku telah ketahui sejak lahir lagi.

Cabaran 2010
*Aku keguguran
*Hingga kini masih tidak serik untuk mencuba(menambah le,bukan mencuba utk keguguran...nau'zubillah...biarlah org nak kata apa pun, aku ada justifikasinya yang tersendiri)
*Mizah perlu diperiksa matanya yang dikhuatiri didapati ada masalah.....
*Sentiasa ada perasaan takut...................... takut tak mampu membawa pulang apa yang dicitakan dan menamatkan perjalanan ini....
*Hanie masih perlu dipantau dari masa ke semasa; namun dia tetap cergas dan riang ria macam kanak2 lain dan sangat 'petah'......

Metafora Phd

Dulu,aku ibarat dalam terowong yang gelap gelita gelap..memang gelap yang sangat gelap...Aku meraba-raba dalam kegelapan...namun alhamdulillah ada beberapa insan yang sudi memimpinku jalan dalam kegelapan itu berbantukan 'lampu suluh'...

Kini, aku sudah nampak sedikit cahaya daripada dalam terowong yang gelap itu...Namun cahaya itu rupanya masih TERLALU JAUH TERSANGATLAH JAUH....... untuk tiba sekaligus besar harapan aku kiranya tatkala aku tiba pada cahaya tersebut,maka aku dapatlah keluar daripada terowong gelap itu...Ya,aku masih dalam terowong itu..walau sudah nampak cahaya nya....itulah metafora phd aku kini.....
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Tajuk Metafora ini tercetus daripada tajuk nasyid ini yang sangat puitis liriknya(nasyid tidak berkaitan dengan kehidupanku secara langsung...cuma suka melodi dan liriknya sahaja..dan boleh dibuat pedoman untuk kita semua....)- nak dengar boleh cari di sebelah...track no.26(4 dari belakang...)

Sekerat akar mampu kuhulur padamu
Di saat dikau terkapai dan kelemasan
Di arus hidup yang tinggal sejengkal cuma
Katamu kau tak bisa berenang ke sana

Engkaulah teman tanpa sangsi dan curiga
Setelah aku mendengar lirih ratapmu
Harumnya sekuntum melati di embunan pagi
Sewaktu kita melewati sebidang tanah perkebunan
Persahabatan

Tersasar aku di dalam mentafsir
Aksara jujur dan ketelusan yang terpamer di wajahmu
Terlalu naif untuk ku fahami
Metafora puisi dusta dan personafikasi

Sukarnya untuk aku membuktikan
Kebenaran yang berpihak padaku
Kerna peluang langsung tiada padaku
Sedarlah aku erti senyuman
Ada dendam yang tidak pernah padam
Pada lirik matamu ada pedang tajam yang merejam
Ohh….

Terima kasih atas pengalaman itu
Mengajak aku kembali mengenal diri
Terpaksa lagi menyusuri jalan-jalan sepi
Masih bisakah kutemui sekuntum melati mewangi yang tidak berduri

Congrats Dr Nazean and Dr Wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They passed their viva today-10.05.2010.....I'm proud with them .....with their kindness,hardworking and humble person..they deserve to being as Dr Nazean Jomhari and Dr W.Norhayati .......Thanks dear for kindness to myself..
Both of them are my spirit too now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

29th meeting... yesterday....

Yesterday, I met my sv last time before my 'exam' next week. She gave some tips and check in details for my abstract, chapter 1 and chapter 8, but she still concern on my writing level espcially my english languange.Yes, I have to admit about that,even I have checked my report few times and proof-read,but the technical erros still exist here and there..Hopefully the examiners will forgive me on that reason. The most worry part is my model also have some changes after I look back in details yesterday.erm......today and tomorrow have to work extra for ensure my preparation is adequate. She said on that day, she will not say anythings as equal in next stage exam soon-viva...sounds very horrible.Hopefully I can manage to prepare any possibilities and all the justifications what I've been done in my report on that day.


Wallahualam.......

Struggle in sleepy

Sometimes when I have eagerness to do my work, normally I must be in sleepy mode.......I have to do other core works to avoid my sleepyness disturbing me....syoh syoh......

Today,I have been settled on acquiring the letter for my mom to send for letting her come here..and I acknowledge in that letter about my study expected finish on .........December 2011......(but in my scholarship and my study leave only until December 2010.....)

Only 45 presenters???.....

Finally what I've been waiting for answered today...
Hopefully I can manage it.....another knowledge dissemenation....

Hopefully I can go through my second gate next week.......my nervous is up and down now......
Hopefully ash volcano issue will settled this week..no more chaos or stranded..inshaallah....
Hopefully I can meet Dr Rosmaini Tasnim from Malaysia.....

An Empirical Investigation of Collaborative Learning in Technology-enhanced Learning Environments

my friend's presentation on e-LEarning 2.0 in 2009- Andriani Piki

25/06-07/08

My beloved person will come .....Thanks to Allah answered my wish...hopefully my daughters will be happy with their maktok....and I can do my work with more enthuasim and energetic inshaallah!!!!!!!!!!!!!