Motivation Quotation......

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan setangkai bunga, segar, Ia beri kaktus berduri. Aku minta kupu-kupu diberinya-Nya ulat berbulu. Aku sedih dan kecewa. Namun kemudian, kaktus itu berbunga indah sekali dan ulat itupun menjadi kupu-kupu yang sangat cantik. Itulah jalan Tuhan, indah pada masaNYA! Tuhan tidak memberi apa yang kita harapkan. Tapi Dia memberi apa yang kita perlukan. Kadang kala kita sedih, kecewa dan terluka. Tapi jauh di atas segalanya Dia sedang mengatur yang terbaik dalam kehidupan kita.............................................

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Just 15 days left.....@ Aku mesti kuat!!!!!!!!!!![episod 2]

Today is already 15th Ramadhan..it means we still have another 15 days before Ramadhan leave us..(for muslim).....Honestly I start feeling sad when that time arrives....

For me, my effort on phd work for this month is just in very minimum level because I prefer to focus more on 'ibadah' to Almighty and with that, I feel so calm and peaceful....It doesn't mean before this I ignore my responsibility to Him....but this month I feel some different feelings with all this 'performance'......what is the 'performance' that I mean???I think I should not to reveal here...to avoid 'riak' feelings came to me....just enough that matter is between me and Almighty only...

In addition, since my sv still in holiday due to summer break in university(normally in UK, majority of academicians always take their annual leave during this summer break in August), so that factor also makes myself feel like I was in 'home mini holiday' too..as I mentioned in the previous entry, I just looking my phd work in night only;almost 2 or 3 hours. In day, my activity just full with 'mingle' around with my girls within housekeeping core alternate with sleep( very heaven when got sleep in a day!!!!!!!!!!!) and cook for iftar n sahur.....why I can sleep in a day..since during night I have to stay awake until sahur to avoid from us to miss sahur....I feel I like an 'owl'....even though my work just in minimum effort, I still prepare my plan and so far my plan is on track....and I always, I wish I could achieve my target before I meet again my sv end of this Sept(it means few weeks after Eid ul Fitr)...wish me all the best.......even now swing mood always came to me...I must be strong to handle it....

5 comments:

the unknown said...

ko wat research ape ye?

mama3hz said...

the unknown-may I know you?since the way u asked seem you know me??????research aku ttg knowledge sharing behaviour......................................................................................................

the unknown said...

lol honestly we dont know each other.
i was curious bout ur research.

knowledge sharing behavior?
as in knowledge dissemination in knowledge management or more to learning organization?

Roger Owen Green said...

Like the music.

mama3hz said...

the unknown- your question is really hard to answer .......but I think both of that is not exactly my aim of research......wait for my final findings soon..................
roger- which one??????????????????