Motivation Quotation......

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan setangkai bunga, segar, Ia beri kaktus berduri. Aku minta kupu-kupu diberinya-Nya ulat berbulu. Aku sedih dan kecewa. Namun kemudian, kaktus itu berbunga indah sekali dan ulat itupun menjadi kupu-kupu yang sangat cantik. Itulah jalan Tuhan, indah pada masaNYA! Tuhan tidak memberi apa yang kita harapkan. Tapi Dia memberi apa yang kita perlukan. Kadang kala kita sedih, kecewa dan terluka. Tapi jauh di atas segalanya Dia sedang mengatur yang terbaik dalam kehidupan kita.............................................

Sunday, March 07, 2010

Down again.....

Up down up down up down........
Yes...now I'm extremely down when get one bad news from email and I predict I will get another bad news next week(still waiting)......as my friend said...phd is like roller coster...sometimes we feel extremely up but in other times also we can have feeling like extremely down....

I don't want to explain in details anymore here why and what is it????just enough to say here..regarding to my phd stages perfomance....and now I feeling like that..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
can I get this degree??????????

it is too subjective and just pray to Allah and ask forgiveness from Allah......

2 comments:

azizi said...

exactly i can't tell much.
but probably something that i can share. When i was in my first year:
- i know nothing about what i'll be doing. techniques, fundamentals, etc (where here i am working with dynamic systems, human-robot interactions, cognitive modeling - i had zero knowledge)
- some people are a bit straightforward, some of them even had gut to tell straight to your face "you know almost nothing, and why you're here?"
> to face those challenges, i did boldly enrol for 8 classes - resulting me almost nothing during my first year (but i managed to grab the foundations of it).
> i am not saying i did cope well, but this a matter of interpretation.
> PhD research is a serious business - it is related with several skills, and something that we are trying to get.
> Ups and downs are common in life. But, the most important part is - trying to stay focus, istiqamah, and see things in a different perspective.
> After all, try to see phd as your work (and your passion), insya' Allah, actually you will define it in a very unique way.
> Try to get to the core of the problem, not the symptoms.

*insya' Allah you will.

mama3hz said...

azizi- million thanks for the advise and now i'm little bit okay compare yesterday after 'muhasabah' and get some tips too about this matter from my other phd friend....