Actually....

Too many things in my mind...yes..too many things in my minds...not everything can reveal here...yes...my journey just left only 19 months plus few weeks....but my momentum still not as fast moderate...my life now like not lively...my mood not too happy at all..my appetite also not too high...I'm thinking too much things in one time until my mind cannot focus to the supposedly that I should think at the moment....

-supposedly my mind should think more on my poster presentation this Friday..but it didn't...why my mind tends to think what doc will say to Hanie tomorrow on her appointment with doc(3.50 p.m)....
- supposedly my mind and my actions more towards to my interim assessment next week...but it didn't.....why my minds tend to think how to solve house condition problem?????
-supposedly i should be more hard work and hard work but it didn't...why my minds still think on my family at Malaysia every time in minutes..especially to my mom and grand mom(tok)....this night I should call mom...ask for blessings to me and my family here.....

Ya Allah....I need to change.....