alhamdulillah... the paper "A numerical study of tournament structure and seeding policy for the soccer World Cup Finals" has been accepted officially by the editor in chief. It is now scheduled for the first issue of 2011 Statistica Neerlandica journal
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Congrats dear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Postgraduate Research in Arts,Social Sciences and Humanities(PRASH 2010)
@Edge Hill University today-16 June 2010.............
Share some pictures...no more my faces because I do not have any 'well-known' friends in that conference and majority of them are 'white people' and I'm the only one as Malaysian, even I'm not the winner for poster presenter but I'm proud because two out of three winners for poster category are Muslim Pakistani Briton participants-congrats to Miss Sabina Shah and Miss Latifa Patell;besides that, all the six winners for spoken presentation are from 'white people' and majority of them are from part-time PhD researcher BUT they're full time academicians...and..... it was nice conference within valuable workshops(Speed Reading and Project Managament-actually it consists of parallel workshop)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!furthermore, I also got a few academic networking person esp one of them are just finished the viva....Dr Susan Graves...
Saturday, June 12, 2010
I've done...alhamdulillah.............
Even I don't have any energy for it; the strength from my family makes me strong!!!!!!!
I've to work smart more and more after this.............
More stories regarding this event.......................
Friday, June 11, 2010
Biarpun lemah....ku teruskan jua.....
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Honestly to share- Try not being lazy when look this comments>>>Still far away to go...............
*Sorry, only comments no full answers provided here...think for your research context please;some of them is my sv's suggested answer; not my answer at all......................................
1-Dr Polly
i-Can you explain some the theories you have used and where this fills in your research?
*Needed to say the context not too much details; Need clear one sentence definition; if they are both same meanings
2-Dr Gordon
What is the main finding in this thesis?
* A list of the CSF actually is…; Needs to be shorter and more to the point
3-Dr Polly
Could you explain interpretive paradigm/ phenomenological since you seems to have done a survey
*My answer was too long, supposedly need to say very precisely
4-Dr Gordon
What is the difference between KL and Manchester? What have you found?
*my answer is not too much, but concern on Politic,
added by my sv - How in your thesis do you account for the difference in the student: Malaysian in UK(overseas country) and Malaysian in KL(home country)? How do you deal with this?
6- Dr Polly
You have used various survey tools; surveymonkey/nvivo;
What are the limitations/drawbacks of using these tools
*Supposedly answered in a practical way
7-Dr Gordon
How did you get to Chapter 7- Chapter 3 and Chapter 4 not showing the links with Chapter 7
Analysis is missing-where is this? Taken out but that is more towards the raw data
At what point do you tell the reader what you did I got to Chapter 7(but how did you get that?) Describe the whole process- summarise or synthesize the process
How you have classified and codify the data findings? Not clearly explained still in tacit way-supposedly in explicit way- as further works
8-Dr Gordon and Dr Polly
i-Data analysis needs more work
ii-How did you do that research
iii-Classify & Categorisation
9-Dr Gordon
i-How do you account for cultural difference?
ii-Do you classify the same posting in the same or different categories?
iii-Pistic/Social categories
iv-Need to be reassured that classifications correct-is it subjective-that is missing
v-You are not acknowledge your own involvement- as a Malaysian student- all these factors shaped your decision @ ‘you are not acknowledging things that should be acknowledgement
10- Dr Polly
i-Did you have ‘ethical dilemmas’
ii-Where is ethics- in chapter 4-need to be a heading/subheading somewhere-needs to be explicit
iii-If they know you are observing them, how did that affect the results?
iv-The researcher believes in ‘subjective reality’- put all this here….
11-Dr Gordon & Dr Polly-need argueable discussion in thesis
i- The whole issue servicing Web 2.0-how do you define it?
you are trying to reconcile all the differences and get your definition
ii-What would you say Web 2.0 is ? in 1 or 2 sentences
Reason : Blogs are an application are personal diary
Social Networking isn’t really Web 2.0 in its own setting
( he is asking about the broader concept)
iii- It’s a bit messy ; Define our term on your scope; You have taken your own definition I used that = synthesis of variables prevailing= 1 theories
iv- Page 182-validation
v- Not met English standard
12-Dr Gordon
i- need to say what you have done precisely
ii- English; This | linking problem
iii- Tables- question use the tables; here a lots of done would be better as TEXT
iv- this has to be as long that corrects together–look at flow| how it connects pace and flow
All these question can be my potential questions in the real exam soo.......have to practice more and more after this.......
Monday, June 07, 2010
Why I'm so lazy lately????????????????????
I have to work smart and consistence ..because I know.....I'm not hardworking student type anymore since I married hehehehehe.......during my first degree and master it can be yes(are you sure????????...) but now...I cannot be anymore .......

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Friday, June 04, 2010
Terima kasih atas 'penghinaan'............................
Takpelah hari ini hari dia...mungkin esok lusa siapa tahu hari aku pulak.....
Haruskah???????????
Selain perasaan AMAT sensitif, aku juga tetiba ada attitud suka mahu memberontak dalam hati...atau dalam erti kata lain aku berkecenderungan tidak mudah untuk bersetuju dengan apa jua situasi mahupun cadangan....ataukah aku mahu melatih untuk penulisan tesis aku bahagian 'critical thinking' kelak?????entahla...bengong dan terasa jiwa makin kacau sungguh aku ini......
Thursday, June 03, 2010
Reward if....
I shouldn't tell now since my journey is still far away......But, after this journey end it remarks my academic career have to restart again AND I never aim for promotion drastically or whatever benefits after get the title of Dr.
The important things is, I hope I can maintain my humble attitude and 'down to earth' style, not more proud or whatever negative attitude which makes people hates me...nau'zubillah......
Mengharungi waktu2 sukar buat masa ini......
Cukuplah aku nyatakan di sini...aku kini melalui waktu2 yang sukar dalam hidup aku.....
Mujurlah aku mempunyai teman hidup yang memahami dan anak2 yang sangat 'supportive' kecuali si comel tu yang kebelakangan ini sering kali jugak dia buat 'perangai' yang sukar ditafsirkan(mcm mak dia jugaklah tu-suka 'bebai' org utara kata...)
Cukup kot..tak dapat taip lama...sbb tetiba je rasa nak.......................argh..........................................................................................................................................
Monday, May 31, 2010
Just share some valuable experiences from .....
Following, I share some highlights of the viva.
10 minutes presentation
I have to do a presentation. You have to consult your Internal Examiner (IE) whether you need to do this, because in some department this is not a requirement. Presentation will act as a buffer, to ease your tension- this is according to the Independent Chair (IC). But I found, doing presentation can be very stressfulL
Independent Chair (IC)
There were 4 of us in the meeting room. Since both of my examiners are less experience in conducting viva, an independent chair was appointed. Under the university’s rule, this IC will act as an observer or a referee to see the viva is conducted in a fair play..Mamat IC masa viva aku adalah sangat sempoi. Bestla..at certain points, dia pon ada menyampuk jugak, making the process a little bit less stress.
Qualitative research
Doing qualitative research is not easy (sapa rasa senang angkat tangan?) And writing qualitative material can be very appalling at times. Walaupun ramai yang selalu kata, “ ala..Yana takpe, she can write…” (thank you)..tetapi tuan-tuan dan puan-puan, ini telah menimbulkan masalah juga.
When writing any statement in thesis, you really have to be certain whether it is based on your findings, informal discussions or your assumptions. It’s not wrong to give opinions but you really have to provide evidence-, which can be from your findings or literature reviews. In my case, although they praised the flow of the thesis,…some parts still need justifications to support arguments/statements.
Try to answer the questions
Although aku dah prepare banyak potential questions, none came up! But if they did came up, mungkin aku lupa yang aku ada tulis soalan tu. So, masa viva..it’s belasahla labu time!
Try to answer all the questions. If you don’t understand, asked them to rephrase. If you can write it down, even better. I wanted to do it (write qs, perhaps the gist), but the IE won’t let me…so dengar je la soalan yang keluar, macam interview kerja plak rasanya.
They are enthusiasts and interested
Janganlah fikir kalau kita kena ‘grill’ teruk-teruk, the thesis is bad. Most of the time it is because the thesis is good and they want to know more. But it is hard to think that way especially if you are under pressure.
Macam aku hari tu, soalan yang keluar bertubi-tubi macam pop corn meletup-letup. Bila dorang penat, they had a break; coffee and biscuits. Then they started again. The IC (independent chair) siap ketuk gelas lagi, ting ting ting,,round two (sabar je la..ingat ni wrestling ke?) Aku rasa memang teruk la especially part yang aku tersekat-sekat. They kept saying that the thesis is good tapi aku rasa itu hanyalah ayat penyedap kan hati, hahahaha
10 minit yang penuh debaran dan sangat panjang….
Keluar je dari meeting room, terus ke bilik Alan. Meraung la kejap, hahahaha (nak gelak bila ingat balik) Tapi masa tu sebab tension giler kot and aku rasa memang akan fail!
Tak senang duduk aku…tak tau apa nak cakap ngan Alan pon. Masa tu memang aku berdoa supaya tak fail dan redha dengan apa yang aku akan dengar kejap lagi….
When they call me in
Me and my supervisor went in together. The IC told EE that the supervisor can be present during the announcement. The EE said…wow, this is interesting..She then stood up, followed by the IE…I remembered she began her announcement by saying..”Haliyana Khalid, it is my pleasure to award you with..(masa ni aku blur lagi..) Last aku dengar, congratulations Dr Haliyana Khalid..Bila dia hulur tangan barula ‘terjaga’ lebih sikit (this is really happening)
It’s all for the better
Aku masih lagi tak sangka yang aku dah habis viva. Perasaan? Sedikit anti-klimaks! Apa yang aku boleh cakap berdasarkan pengalaman aku..Bila buat Phd jangan selalu risau, walaupun risau itu perlu tapi jika terlalu risau, nanti tidak ke mana. Dalam phd, jangan berlumba, nanti kecewa. Kita boleh menjadikan pencapaian orang lain sebagai inspirasi tetapi bukan kayu ukur pencapaian kita. Phd bukan UPSR, PMR, SPM atau ijazah. Kita bukannya berlumba-lumba untuk menjadi ‘top of the class’, ‘deans lists’ atau pun ‘teachers’ pet’. Setiap kita mempunyai hala tuju and skop penyelidikan yang berbeza. Kita berjuang dalam konteks kita sendiri.
Kita perlu mengikis tanggapan bahawa yang habis phd dalam masa 2 atau 3 tahun adalah lebih pandai daripada mereka yang mengambil masa lebih lama. Kita juga perlu mengikis tanggapan bahawa yang tiada pembetulan di dalam thesis adalah lebih pandai daripada mereka yang diberi masa yang lama untuk menyiapkan kerja akhir. Inspirasi bukan kayu ukur!
Penilaian viva adalah subjektif. Walaupun kita dan supervisor sudah merasakan bahawa thesis itu adalah baik, tetapi belum tentu ia mendapat penerimaan yang serupa dari ‘external examiner’, dan begitulah sebaliknya.
Pada saya, semuanya bergantung kepada kuasa Allah, and it’s all for the better!
Friday, May 28, 2010
Feel weak today...
Within 1 week so many things happened to me...and that makes my feelings also up and down .....my journey still far away....and I'm worry if I just proceed with this style- just 1 hour for phd works in a day absolutely I will not able to finish my journey this year........erm.......~~~~dizzy mode~~~~~
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
anugerah dari kegagalan
Last week I failed to go for disseminate my work But this week I got good news..where I cannot share yet at this moment.Just believe in myself...whatever challenges are happen in myself, it must have the goodness(hikmah) besides that......hopefully with the good news that I've got this week makes me more strong to strive my journey until the end...amin................
Saturday, May 22, 2010
2 new books; 2 old books...
Soon, I will share the important points from these books..insyaallah....
These 2 books,I just bought last few days ago.Actually, I have plan to buy since last 2008 but I always have fear either I can finish my journey or not. Only now, in final year, I have some strength to buy and try to read it as soon as possible. I have another one year(followed my university rules) to write up my phd thesis from now.....insyaallah...amin...............
All books bought from amazon.co.uk.....I got the new books with very cheap price and convenience way as well......
