Redha

Aku redha untukmu yang aku cinta
Demi kebahagiaan kita
Mungkin kan kekhilafanku
Aku redha cinta ini terbiasa
Ujian telah huru-hara
Mencari kelemahanku...

Kau katakan mencintaiku cinta buta
Kau katakan merinduiku rindu gila
Kau katakan kasih sayang tak berharga
Mengapa baru kini kau luahkan

Aku redha andai kau jauhkan diri
Membawa hati dan mimpi
Membiasa hidup sendiri
Aku redha walaupun dada berburai
Jiwa tak bisa menghurai
Betapa cinta padamu...

Oh...kasih jangan kau persiakan waktu
Maafkan aku tak berjaya
Mencipta bahagia ku janjikan...

First experience..............

Challenging but it was so meaningful for the author...............................

Visited 23 students in 14 companies within 5 days include travelling time from Jitra to 3 different places(Cameron Highlands,the author chose last week period since my first girl was on leave from school since UPSR examination.....The challenging condition when find the place using google map{out of update) and Garmin is out of battery(using smartphone)...the reason was the road name was changed, the company no signage....luckily majority of my students was so helpful....I managed to find their places......The author got opportunity to meet with some of their supervisors means it may increased her confidence level to meet the 'big person' /somebody in the company since she know who she was....

Tegakkan semangat bila runtuh....

Last job....

Yesterday, 25.08.2011, last working day before eid leave....The author have presented her proposal for new 'university' grant application even the grant just under rm10k budget...She just do it to apply,hopefully she'll get the grant insyaallah....

About the frustration on her failure few things before this, her heart always think on ALLah and feel thankful to Him for all the achievement that she have been achieve....even though it just small pieces but it was so significant in her life......and she will try harder and harder to strive in her career...Insyaallah..........



Glad to share this article...very impressive in boosting the motivation!!!!!!!!!!!!

Namun di sebalik semua kepahitan...tersembunyi..........

Insyaallah after raya, workload will be more hectic and busy at the maximum level ....insyaallah.. try the best to perfom the good job ...

After 4th Sept, new semester will start, the author will teach 2 courses, same subject(Decision Support System and Information System in Decision Making);same but not the same....use the same references.... for two different types of students; 1 course for undergraduate-final semester students and 1 course for postgraduate course....; will go outstation for supervise practicum students for 1 week; will facilitate slot with new programme students this coming 8th Sept; continue to help her colleague do the research on knowledge sharing also-this one have been successfully got the grant....alhamdulillah, will extend her phd research either to get the new grant or not(still in work-in progress the grant application after the previous one was rejected...), plan 'work out' with few paper conferences after one was rejected....just get the the news yesterday....maybe that is the way; maybe Allah know the author's strength and always determined her in 'failure' mode..wallahualam...HE give fail FIRST to her so that she have to 'work up more strongly.....

Be Positive !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On your own perspective.....

As the author did mention in her previous entry, her journey is still full of thorns and lots of barriers here and there.Today, she get the bad news again(related with my career,not my family matter) and she try to accept wisely and redha with the 'takdir' Ilahi.....

Now the author try to make new strategy and think how to make it the 'bad news' as good news...she don't know..she just can say...at this moment she try 'to be positive',' to be positive' in her own perpsective!!!because sometimes he positive solution is not positive for the other person's perspective.....

The author try her best to not give up as best as she can...but she don't know the limitation of herself...whatever she feel..Just do It......that's her stand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wallahualam.....

Anugerah Dari Kegagalan

Dari kegagalan
Satu 'percintaan'-in this case is her career'
Kualami
Penderitaan
Kesengsaraan
Kebatinan

Tapi di sebalik
Semua kepahitan
Tersembunyi
Oh keinsafan
Dan pengertian
Yang amat dalam

Terbukti kegagalan
Bukanlah kehancuran
Dengan anugerah
Nikmat dan hikmat
Kehidupan

Aku pelajari
Mengenali diri
Dan siapa kita
Yang sebenarnya
Di bumi Tuhan

one of my contribution to my workplace...............

sila klik pada penceritaan bergambar untuk paparan yang lebih besar...bukan berniat untuk menunjuk2 hanya sebagai pemangkin semangat untuk rakan2 yang melawat blogs ini..wallahualam...

syukuri apa yg ada..hidup adalah anugerah...................

lagu ini bukan hanya sekadar lagu...jika anda menghayati bait-bait liriknya, ia penuh dengan kata2 nasihat dan sangat mendalam serta puitis maksud yang tersirat dan tersurat.......

ahlan wa sahlan ya Ramadhan kareem..........

Tomorrow, is 1 ramadhan 1432....remarks herself that she was in Malaysia almost 4 months....and in her career it is quite challenging month for her due a few jobs that she have to go through and her expectation surely she want to try her best....insyaallah.....

Since...............

Start her work back last March, this blogs seems inactive as usual due to the author of this blog don't have too much good idea for share....the ideas is there but she always keep thinking is it the best one or not or just copy from somewhere and share with all the readers......Actually,she try her best to share her own experiences...But some of them is too personal for sharing.....she try to make it not too personal instead sharing purpose.....

What is always in her head at this moment is......
She never feel that sheknow everything and even the expert area that she have, she can say that she don't know too much.....maybe as medium level.....

for information her research 'expetise' is on supposedly Decision Support System,Management Information System(MIS) and also Web Technology....but not in technical part....more on human aspects....in specific for her phd research area is multiple ares include MIS+KM{KS}+Sociology and also Human development......anybody want do any collaboration research with her ...please do email to her- norintan79@yahoo.co.uk OR norintan@uum.edu.my

Jangan mudah berputus asa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rasa nak balik Manchester.....(dasar manusia yang..............)

Sekali lagi entri yang tak patut dicontohi.......

Sejak balik Malaysia.......memang best...'syurga makanan' dan sebagainya...tapi selalu je hati ini membisik bahawa sebenarnya kehidupan yang 'mencabar' suatu ketika dahulu rupanya memberikan impak yang sangat manis; dan jika keadaan di sini rasa tertekan-selalu rasanya sitausi tertekan yang perlu aku hadapi baik dalam kerjaya mahupun dalam keluarga...tapi aku redah ajela(just do it)....keinginan untuk ke Manchester membuak-buak.......sepatutnya aku bergraduat(convocation ceremony)
Jumaat ini,namun demi ..........................................(disebabkan beberapa faktor yang sebenarnya boleh diatasi tapi tak mampu diatasi buat masa sekarang)...makanya aku hanya boleh bermimpi di siang hari untuk ber'graduat' dengan harapan mungkin peluang ku masih ada untuk tahun 2012 bersama teman hidup ku yang tersayang..wallahualam.......

bukan mudah..........................

itulah kata2 yang bolehla diungkapkan.....

tak percaya aku sudah sampai ke tahap ini..sungguh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

namun ini semua rezeki dariNya.............aku sangat2 bersyukur ya allah...............moga aku tidak terpesona dengan nikmat yang telah Kau berikan untukku selama ini.................

Moga aku terus kekal sepertimana aku di suatu ketika dahulu sebelum bergelar pelajar PhD...........walaupun aku sudah memiliki ijazah yang tidak semua insan mampu memilikinya...................... namun aku masih terus mnecari ilmu-ilmu yang ku rasa perlu aku terokai lagi...tidak bermakna memiliki PhD seseorang itu tahu segala2nya...tidak...sama sekali tidak.....seakan ilmu aku masih diumpamakan setitis air di lautan.....dan titisan itu akan pergi jika aku tidak memeliharanya......

Kata2 Profesor Ungku Aziz

Rajin Bekerja,Rajin bekerja- BAGUS Sekali

Rajin Bekerja,Malas bercakap-kena BULI

Malas Bekerja,Rajin bercakap- WAYANG CINA

Malas Bekerja,Malas Bercakap- TAK GUNA

Malas Bekerja,Suka Mengadu- Nyanyuk

Malas Bekerja,Suka Ponteng- Baik Berhenti

Malas Bekerja,Suka Menyibuk-Baik Mati

After long silence.....

If in my family's blogs I miss too many things, person,individuals in Manchester, not forget to my workstation which still empty until now(information from my spouse...)