Packed weekend after 25 June.....UPDATED VERSION at 2nd Aug

Since my mom will come...my day in weekend will full activity(at this moment) with:..................

26 June- Manchester city[episode 1]; done on 8th July
27 June- Chester;done on 11th July

28 June & 30 June- BIRTHDAY MIZAH AND HANIE- weekdays....

3 July- Liverpool(Albert Dock)yes..as scheduled
4 July- Carboot(Middleton)/Fruit Picking (Warrington)...earlier than scheduled; on 27 June

10 July - Lake District(Windermere/Lakeland)..as scheduled
11 July- Carboot(Bowlee)/Chester visit...

*17 July - Sunderland/Newcastle Upon Tyne
18 July - Leeds/York -BIRTHDAY ZIMAH-

24 July- Manchester city[episode 2]
25 July- Carboot(Oldham)/Daisy Nook Country Park @ Oldham

31 July-Big Carboot J29 @ Mansfield/Sheffield
1 Aug- Small Carboot @ Middleton / Lowry Outlet Mall

6 Aug- South Wales;Cardiff
7 Aug-Mom back to Msia...sob...sob.....sob...

*Fixed plan ..the rest...depends on the weather and my health condition.....

Reward if....

Last week when I attend the training about preparing the viva by my sv,Dr Maria Burke; she started with the motivation why doing the phd....and it makes me push myself that I must prepare something as reward for myself if I get; if not....forget about it....what is my aim reward??????????????????????????????????????????????????
I shouldn't tell now since my journey is still far away......But, after this journey end it remarks my academic career have to restart again AND I never aim for promotion drastically or whatever benefits after get the title of Dr.
The important things is, I hope I can maintain my humble attitude and 'down to earth' style, not more proud or whatever negative attitude which makes people hates me...nau'zubillah......

Work and work and work and work..but I am not robot..need break after this...

I need break after 2 month 'struggle' and focus the same thing....feel dizzy and more afraid with the huge works to do..but really need rest ....insyaallah roughly had achieve at least my two draft chapters before 1 Jan 2010....with the unclearly data analysis( however after discuss with my senior last Monday who are doing the slightly same with my research, I feel better than previously) then you will rewarded yourself with the short break

note- sometimes feel did not know which types information I should report..the material that I found out only??? or my achievement or my sad stories only????but I think what I feel suitable can share I just ponder out..it does not matter since this is my personal blogs sharing relevant experience in this journey.....

Another 'crazy work' done...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What I mean with the 'crazy work' here....the work that can be argued negatively by other people but for me it is good for me and my family..yes...definitely different people have different perspective that is what I am study now...interpretive paradigm ...I am try to be positive hardly to do this 'crazy work'. hopefully it does not make harm to me.....until the right time...maybe I will announce what is the 'crazy work' that I have been done...(do not ask me because I will not tell anybody at this moment..)

as usual...my work just like that...looking at the text sometimes makes me sick but that is my way of research..not so much numbers(only coding the categories only)..only text,words and words......

note- the weather surrounding here, manchester is getting colder and colder and colder(today;11 dec is -3C, hopefully I will able to face it through and have enthusiasm to fight the coldness in this winter......

17 months to go....

When I look the time frame just left 17 months and 3 weeks for me to finish my study..it can be scary me too much....half way to go more....but too many things that I have to finish up...now, I'm still in data collection stages which I feel so slow like snail.....since I'm doing for content analysis style, it seems need to be more careful and neat(that's why I feel so slow...since last may I just managed to finish read 11 'blogs'..another 4 'blogs' to settle this week..then start with another 15 'blogs' for another group ...) ......and in the same time my target to finish my data collection before september can be achieved. After that, I'll need to analysis for three months within start writing for chapter 1 until chapter 3...for information, after I've settled my interim assessment(proposal defends), I did not touch anymore on my writings and readings yet(although lots of list to do for both jobs- just in my minds).....it just depends on my blogs writings for sharpen my skills at the moment and also through reading good english 'blogs'......(dah tu baca journal tak nyer rajin2).... my target for internal assessment(methodology/findings reports progress presentation) off course on may 2010, which is a year after my interim assessment....then hopefully I can pass it, then prepare for my viva before december 2010..walllahualam.....ya allah please give me very high strength for me to strive all the difficulties and barriers during my lonely and truly journey.......all the best for my spouse for his interim asessment on this Monday(13th july)...due on that, this weekend we will be at home only, for give path to him on final preparation..all the best dear...I'll always behind you.....

At the moment, since I already addicted to two web2.0 applications(blogs and facebook),I HAVE to avoid the other things which can be addicted too like watch movies through youtube or online tv... or anythings else..wallahaualam....just enough last year I'm addict to Ezora..enough is enough....

You must work hard.....

today is friday...tomorrow my daughters will have their 2 weeks break....it means I and my spouse have to came school alternately....is it??should I work at home or not??????meanwhile I have to work hard for IA preparation how it can be.....yesterday..just managed to identified Malaysian undergraduate blogs I'll look forward responds from examiner in my IA soon.

Meanwhile I'll investigated the blogs which suited with my characteristics, I've found this lovely and motivated song.I dedicated to lovely hubby...Trust me that we always be together in whatever situation dear....

Setia Bersamamu - Sheila Majid [featuring KRU]

Reward yourself...

Yes..after tired thinking and thinking all of the week...this weekend I'll utilise all my time with my kids and also for my home....and to charge back the new energy for new week on the next week...lots of works I must plan wisely so that I can settled everything before I meet again my sv next month....